Trust Issues

Faulty Dreams

I stood before a huge,majestic waterfall.....it was breathtaking. The mist showered my skin, I closed my eyes and took it all in. The luscious green trees that towered over me, the chill wind that blew,the mist and that sound- the waterfall- beating against the surface of the river. It was all I could ask for, gazing upon the few stars up above ,watching others disappear from the light of the sun-the break of dawn. I stood by the raised bank and admired every inch of the sight. "Kayla" , I heard a voice say from a distance,I looked around feverishly for who would dare disturb my moment."Aquilea?" ,I said,I looked to my left and there she sat under a tree,that same look on her face,she hardly ever changed it. Her black hair put up in a neat little bun and her outfit was black as always,it was as if she owned no other color. She made a little smile and removed the loose hairs from her face that the wind managed to pull out. I returned the smile and turned my attention back to the waterfall.

A streak of light from the sun peaked through my curtains,landed right in my eye and woke me up.I would have rathered my alarm clock,I thought to myself.I groaned and twisted under my sheets but the wind blew and the curtains were thrown in the air.

"Ah the light!", I shrieked trying to use the covers as a shield while doing my best Dracula impression.

Even in my half sleep I was a stupid ass.

I climbed out of bed rubbing my eyes, tripped over my bed slippers and dragged myself to my red themed bathroom.

I think I have a thing for red, do u?

I looked in the mirror at my fussy hair and bagged eyes,I yawned and immediately regretted it.

Eww!! Morning breath

I gagged a little. I took a shower, brushed my teeth, did my makeup and decided to let my hair down.Now didn't that work wonders? I thought to myself.

More like miracles.

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When I got to school, I only saw Jada by the Art and Crafts building, the rest of my friends weren't there yet. I smiled to myself,I must admit I kind preferred her company over the others mainly because of what happened when we were like 13. Long story short, I hated her at first because she stole my best friend and she did something to me to hurt me, she seemed very upset about it and she wrote me a letter apologizing.

Later she told me she was bad at expressing her feelings, especially those of affection so that's why she put it in writing.

I thought it was sweet and for the past 3 years she has been super kind to me, she gets really worried when I look sad or angry, she makes every effort to talk to me, she gets jealous really easily and always makes me feel wanted. What else could a girl ask for?

I went over and sat with her.A broad smile on my face.

"Hey Jada, wassup?",I said
"Hi Kay", she replied closing a book she was reading. Endless Love. She was into romance, everything romance, romance novels, movies,pictures,everything yet she had a problem expressing feelings, WOW.

"Did you see-", I began but was rudely interrupted by Daniella Watson. Great, this blue-eyed suck up, I thought to myself.

"Jada! Why didn't I get my greeting this morning?", she spat out coming in for a hug from her.

Oh heaven help me from tomb stoning this bitch.

Jada hugged her back and smiled, and Daniella took that as a sign to sit down and talk to her, totally ignoring the fact that we were having a conversation!

Whore

They went on laughing and giggling. I felt like a third wheel,which I was, so I got up and left. I doubt Jada even realised I was gone. Sigh. I went over by the parking lot where I noticed the BMW X6 leaving school, so I figured Georgina got here, I met up with her and we walked over to the music room. I told her what Daniella did and she agreed that she was an annoying suck-up.

What else was she suppose to do? She has to agree, she's my friend.

She tried changing the subject by complimenting my hair,but it didn't matter. We heard the bell,

"See you at lunch",she said gathering her things
" Of course",I giggled opening the door for her.
"Adios", I shouted
"Latez bruh", she replied.

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During class I had flashbacks of my dream and began to wonder if I was gonna ignore it all day.

Aquilea was once one of my best friends, we had this bond that for me was unexplainable. She was the girl who sat by herself in class and said almost nothing on a daily basis.

I guess that's why I wanted to be friends with her.

I liked mystery and she had it written all over her and so much more. She seemed boring and lame at first but the more I observed her body language was the more it convinced me that there was something behind that silence. So I spoke to her, and to this day it cannot be said if I made the right decision.

I was hooked basically.

Something about her drew me in closer and closer each day. She would sometimes not even look interested but I had never realised before now....well before she left. She had a dark aura and it scared me a little sometimes, but it was like I was under a spell that I didn't even want to shake off. We were friends for two years before we went our separate ways, I thought we would still see each other but we didn't. I even heard that she left at one point.

Later that year I glimpsed a similar figure in a crowd in the town, I ran after it but it was swallowed. Not knowing if it was really her.

And now after 3 years, I suddenly dream about her? So many questions flooded my mind in that split second.I could feel myself drifting into a deep state of meditation

Over thinking.This is the reason why I ignored it at first because I didn't want it to go this far.

Sigh, this is gonna be a very long week.

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Hey guys! I have been away for so long and I'm sorry but I'm here now....for a while...jk. :)
I feel like I needed to add something to this chapter kinda make it longer cuz the rest have been kinda short. My tablet also is fucking with me so there might be a few typos than normal.

I've been away for a while and I kinda even forgot what I was writing about but I hope I don't stray too far :))
Love you! <3