Everlasting Happiness

Life 34

Rias PoV

"I got my memories back..."

He said as my start start to beat erratically.

H-how should I react with this?? I don't know how to answer! I'm happy about it though I felt that it's not right..

"Ise-san! I'm so glad you're back"

Asia said as she threw herself at Ise's chest. He closed half of his eyes with a smile while patting her head gently.

"Yes... I came back.."

He looks at me as if he's expecting something from me. H-how am I gonna react with this?

"I-Ise..."

I said with hesitation. I can't blame myself because I'm a little terrified of him after that long scar. It left me a mark.

He smiled again widely and reached out for me.

Ise stretched both of his his arms and I step forward to hug him. I'm a little terrified to come forward but I did hug him.

"I miss you so much.."

He said while resting his head on my shoulder. I miss him too, I miss his warmth and his voice but I know deep down that I'm affraid of him.

"Y-yes me too.."

As we broke the hug Asia got to up too and still wiping her tears.

"I'm just happy that Ise-san got his memories back"

As she wiped more of her tears and hug me gently.

"Rias-oneesama we should celebrate his recovery"

"Y-yes ofcourse"

Ise noticed that my words are shaking. The way I speak was too hesitant. I looked at him and his eyes met mine.

"R-Rias are you okay? You don't look so happy"

When he said that I quickly changed my voice with a little bit myself. I cough and look at him.

"Ofcourse I'm happy.. You came back right?"

"....Y-You don't look so good.. A-Are you okay Rias??"

When he looks at me like that I feel guilty of myself. But, my mind is set up. I'm gonna tell him what I feel someday.

I hug him as my heart starts to go crazy with the warm sensation.

"I'm okay I'm just worried about you.."

I seriously don't know how I feel about him..

As I was about to seperate, he suddenly wrap his arms around me and hug me gently while stroking his hand on my back.

"....Rias...."

A widened my eyes as my heart starts to hit to my ribs and I can feel some unknown feeling running down from my spine.

I bit the inside of my lips as I try to control myself from placing my hand on his back.

I want to hold him, I want to hug him back as well, and I want to kiss him passionately and I don't care if Asia is watching us. I wanted to do something from his recovery..

But..

I'm scared.. I can't take a step forward.

I can't further our relationship.

"Rias-oneesama I bet Ise-san is hungry because he was asleep for very much long period of time, so I guess he's hungry"

"Y-you're right! W-we will cook something for you Ise"

As I completely seperate my self from him.

"O-okay.. I guess I'll be waiting then.."

Asia walked out and I followed her as I try to find a quick way to calm my heart down.

"R-Rias.."

I turned around to look at him when he called me.

"Y-yes?"

"I'm sorry...."

"S-sorry?"

"For not waking up early.."

My chest starts to get warmer and some unknown feeling were running on my fingers and to my back. I felt like crying about what he said beacause I'm so affected from what he said. It's true that I waited for him to wake up not until he left me a scar. Eever since that day, I had doubts in him. But I know I love him but.. This isn't right.. Am I in myself?..

While I'm thinking of how I will reply, he stood up from his bed weakly and with shaking legs.

He isn't strong enough to stand! He needs more rest to gain strength and energy!

I became much worried when he fell on the floor and I saw him trying to stand up coming on my way. As I can't stand it anymore and run fast to grab him and held him on my arms.

"Idiot! Why are you trying to stand up! You haven't fully okay yet!"

He was breathing hard as if just a few steps made him exhausted already. He looks at me and smile..

The smile I wanted to see for so long...

He always do that whenever I'm sad. He always does that when I'm always at my lowest, he was there. Even though it pains him, he's always smiling for me.. He never stop doing ridiculous things just to make me smile

Because all he wanted to do...

Is to make me happy...

"S-sorry.. I just miss you... so much... I wanted more.... of your hugs..."

He said catching his breath.

My tears are starting to come out but I still don't want to show him that I'm like this..

"P-please Ise.... Rest easy okay?..."

He didn't answer instead he nod and closed his eyes. He used all his energy to stand to talk and to hug me.

I put him back to bed and cover him with a blanket.

I closed my eyes and put both of my hands and cry  as I don't know how to bring that up to him.

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Now the question is.. What's Rias gonna do next??

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