' I'm not bulletproof when it come to you. '
"I'm not quite sure why Kageyama hates (Name) so much. I'll try to ask." Hinata smiled at Yachi which in turn made Yachi blush while I felt bullets going through my heart at the sudden information. "Isn't he cute? (Name)? Are you alright?" Yachi asked out of concern, though I appreciate her efforts, sometimes the way she gets all love crazed around Hinata made it hard to be around her since Hinata was always with Kageyama and they always left us alone.
' Don't know what to say, when you make me the enemy '
All day, all night, I kept replaying the words of Hinata. Trying to find possible reasons for the sudden hate. One night, I couldn't take it anymore. I decided to go out for a run to get my mind off things only to find myself standing infront of Kageyama's house, "(Name)? What are you doing?" I jumped up and got ready a stance ((I do Tae Kwon Do btw!! ^^ Do any of you??)) only to be greeted by Sugawara in his track pants and shirt. "I... came out for a jog." Well, I wasn't lying to him but explaining why I ended up at Kageyama's house was going to be tough. "Let me walk you home. Then we can talk properly." He smiled and held my hand as he found topics that lightened the mood a little.
"So, why were you going out for a run so late in the night?" He asked as he led me to my room ((Oh, I don't think I mentioned this but Sugawara and you are cousins, those really close cousins that hang out etc)) as he took a seat on the edge of the bed. "Suga... Does Kageyama really hate me?" I asked, wrapping myself in the blanket and looked at him. "I'm sorry..." He smiled and soothed my hair when tears were threatening to emerge. "I don't understand it either. He said something about tying him down and widening his horizons. None of which answered why he hated you." Sugawara pulled me closer to let me snuggle in. "Suga... I..." Struggling to find the right words and reply, he silenced me by holding me tighter. "I understand. Go to sleep princess." With that, I cried myself to sleep in the embrace of my loving cousin.
' So I lay down this armor, for you. '
Yachi and Hinata left us both alone again. "Do you want to go to the canteen?" I nod and followed him behind distantly. "Would the usual be fine?" I nod again, not wanting to look him in the eye. After the food arrived, we eat in silence. "(Name), eat slower! You're going to choke." He pulled the tray away to let me chew properly. '(Name), do not cry.' I willed myself and laughed a bit before adhering to his order. "Hey, you got rice on your mouth." He reached a hand out to brush the rice away, making all the willpower and strength that I had forged crumble. "Bio... You shouldn't touch someone you hate." And the tears streamed down, the strong armor I wore crumbled into shreds and ceased to exist. Just like his love towards me,
~The end~
Maybe I will update another that follows closely to what I went through? Not sure.
On a brighter note, POKEMON GO IS OUT IN SINGAPORE!! ((: AND BLESS MYSELF THE AREA THAT I LIVE IN HAS LOADS OF GYMS~! T-T
Btw, the song is armor by Landon Austin
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Kageyama X Reader - Silence [A N G S T]
FanficHey! As the title suggests, this story is an angst. However, trust me when I say there is a happy ending to this story.