Kageyama X Reader - Silence [A N G S T]

[Happy end] Back together

*Note that there might be a few spoilers from the manga so read with caution!

**Image was found on Pintrest!

~4 years timeskip~

⁂ Yachiiiii ⁂: (Name)! I'm going to watch Hinata's match this weekend.

(Name): Oh?

⁂ Yachiiiii ⁂: Follow me please? ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

(Name): Sure :')

⁂ Yachiiiii ⁂: (◕‿◕✿) YEAYEEE! I'll text you again!

~Weekend~

"(Name)-chan!" I heard a high-pitched voice calling out to me and I ran over to her. "Oh my! I missed you so much Yachi-chan!" I hugged, catching up with her as we made our way hand in hand into the gymnasium.

Through the crowd, we still managed to find our seats nearest to the action which was amazing. "I heard the MSBY's middle blocker and Schweiden Adlers' setter goes way back..." wait a minute...

My gut dropped; it couldn't be who I thought it was. "Yachi... Is Tobio the opponent?" My face paled, it took me so long to get over my feelings for him. I immersed myself in my work as a/an (Occupation) to numb myself from the pain.

"I'm sorry (Name). If I told you, you would've rejected me." She smiled wryly, I sighed in defeat. "It's fine. We're so high up he wouldn't notice anyway." I massaged my temple, gluing my eyes on the court.

As the announcer introduced the players, one by one everyone started filing into the court. The moment Kageyama's name was introduced there was a heavy atmosphere. My heart tugged and ached, tears started to well up which I fought very hard to control.

'So this is how you are.' I smiled, knowing how successful and happy he was with his current life. My (eye colour) orbs met a pair of violet blue ones. I wish I was here for you instead...

Kageyama's POV

"(Name)?" I questioned, shocked to see her after 4 years. "(Name)? As in your girlfriend from Karasuno?" Ushijima asked, "Ex." I spat. My heart ached the moment that title came out. "I'm sorry" still maintaining his stoic expression and proceeded to line up at the court.

'So this is how you are.' I smiled, glad that your beauty was still as radiant as ever and that you were successful. I just wished that you were here for me instead...

Reader POV

Being the setter, Kageyama was the first to set. Throughout his preparation for setting, we maintained eye contact. It was as if he wanted to make a bold declaration, that every ball he sets and touches today are for me and me alone. That he was going to win for me. I blushed at that thought but quickly dismissing it from my thought. "Good luck Bio." I smiled at him, giving him a small wave, knowing he saw me too with the slight pink tint on his cheeks.

The Adlers lost to MSBY by 2 sets, knowing Kageyama he would have been disappointed, and hiding at a secluded place either sulking or crying away. But it wasn't my problem to meddle with. I was here for Hinata. After the match was declared over, I lost Yachi in the crowd, so I texted her to congratulate Hinata on my behalf while I waited for them at the pavilion just outside the building.

I was staring into space as they took awhile to come out, one by one everyone started filing out of the building and the lights had already gone off by the time I realised. However, my body was too heavy to even move. My heart felt pain for the first time in a while, I tried to get rid of the feeling, picking my phone up while I settled some work. "Shit..." I cursed as my tear stream down.

Who am I joking? After all these years, I still loved him. "(Name)?" I heard a reassuring voice coming from above me. "Tobio! That was such a good game! You really played very well." I mustered up a smile before grabbing my items to leave. "Come here." He pulled me into his strong arms.

The familiar smell of milk and cologne filled my senses as I burst into abrupt tears. "Bio..." I returned the hug, not being able to resist the smell I craved for 4 years. "(Name), I missed you so much. I'm so sorry. The me back then was childish, ignorant and selfish." He whispered into my ears as he soothed my hair to calm me down further. I felt a drop of tear falling on my neck, hearing a sniffle I got the hint that Kageyama felt the same as I do.

Kageyama POV

"Come here." I pulled (Name) into my arms. Inhaling her sweet blueberry scent, I realised how much I missed this. I realised the mistake I made when I said the 3 words that ended our relationship. "(Name), I missed you so much. I'm so sorry. The me back then was childish, ignorant and selfish." I reflected, tears streaming down as I held her tighter in my arms.

I thought by dedicating my life to volleyball I could forget the pain of losing someone so important to me. I thought I was able to find someone who would click better with me than (Name) ever did. But it wasn't possible. Nobody understood my passion and respected it. I was labelled as the volleyball idiot by everyone except for (Name). I rose to be very successful in volleyball, playing for the Japanese national team. However, no matter how successful I was, I felt empty.

Embracing (Name) again made me realise that she was the other part of me I couldn't forget. She had already been part of my life before I knew it myself. I don't deserve to stand next to her but I want to earn my right to be with her. With a deep breath, I pulled her away and locked my lips with hers. Firmly pushing her head towards me to deepen the kiss. 'This would be her answer.' I prayed for the best, loosening my grip on her to give her the chance to push me away.

Reader POV

Before I knew it, I felt Kageyama's lips on mine, reeling me into a heated makeout session. His grip on me loosening as if asking for my response to this surprise attack. As much as I hoped for myself to be strong willed, I couldn't hide from my true feelings anymore. This is where I want to be, I want to celebrate every victory with him and comfort him when he needs it. I want to learn about the 4 years that I wasn't there with him.

I tightened my arms around him further as he took the hint and pulled me in closer. "I love you so much (Name)." He breathed, resting his forehead onto mine and closed his eyes to calm himself down. "I love you too Bio." I smiled, rubbing my thumbs over his cheeks as we both calmed down enough to at least make it back to the station.

⁂ Yachiiiii ⁂: Congrats! (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

(Name): ??

⁂ Yachiiiii ⁂: We saw you two kissing! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

(Name): (ᵔᴥᵔ) Thanks

⁂ Yachiiiii ⁂: I'm so happy for you. Don't screw this up again

(Name): I promise.

~The End~

Woahhh 4 years comeback? HAHA I am so sorry guys; a lot has happened after I published the previous part.

Do know that I read all your comments especially for this story as this is something very close to my heart. If you see my other works, I'm not someone who is very big on angst. So, this was a way for me to cope with the feelings that I felt at that time.

Currently, I'm at a place where I'm comfortable and this has become a learning experience rather than my outlook on life. I wanted to leave the story as it is since at that point I was at my lowest, however I thought through and decided to let this end on a higher note.

Why? Because I don't think you guys deserve for it to be this way. In the past, fanfics were a way for me to escape reality and I would make up scenarios in my head to comfort myself. So, for anyone like me, it is only fair for you to have this made up reality to escape to.

However, you also must be able to face your challenges and fight through the pain. That way, you'll emerge stronger. It pains me to know that anyone reading this are feeling like crap right now, so like I always have assured you guys, I will always be here for you if you need someone to talk to.

"You can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending" – C.S Lewis

Thank you for all your support and I truly appreciate every single one of you reading to the end.