The Members

Chapter 4

11:20pm

I,

We,

Us.

What happen today was something that I never thought I see. Two people that I just meet, that I became friends with are in front of me .

Motionless.

But still living.

I feel that these event are happening, just because. And that doesn't make sense if it's just because. But that is what something are, my Dad told me once. I relieve that Payton didn't have to be in their place, he doing fine from what I was told, he sits besides me in room.

Nexil stands in front of me with Harley. Harley tries to sing something and Nexil looks and translates.

"Is she going to be okay?" She says for him.

"I don't know, we have to wait until the doctor comes back to tell us ... But at lest we know that they are alive after that fight"

"Yeah..." She translates.

"From the little I know you sister, she a fighter for sure, no mistake about it"

I small grind sports on his face and turns and walks to Terra's bed. I also look and then I look to Käeo, who hold Adela with his left arm and holds Mätte emotionless hand with the other. He rubs his thumb back and forth, gently with care over the back of Mätte hand.

I see a tear over his eyes, but no sadness on his face.

"How you holding up ?" as I put my hand on his solder. He jump as like if a ghost just tap on him, he see my face and relaxes.

"I could do better but okay, I just wish that I was me on this bed than him..."

Their is silence because we don't know how to...you know...maybe I do but...they don't.

Otis come up to Käeo and ask that if she can take care of Adela for a while for his sake, he apccets. As she go back place Adela in her little temporary bed on the couch with the help of Titus. I hear heavy breathing from Käeo direction I look at him, he trying to fight it, the emotion and tears with all his strength as he continues to look at Mätte. The overflow of emotions is to strong and Käeo let go and buries is face on the side of Mätte bed.

1:30 am

I'm the only one awake, the rest are sleeping.

It's been an intense the last few hour, I think that I have insomnia, our have started to show the symptoms of it.

I just been blanking in and out since I can't sleep or have nothing to do to get the event out of my mind, think too much. How can the rest go to sleep? But then against half didn't get to see it , a forth got hurt and are immobile, a sixteenth cry until he fell asleep on the bed side.

Or am I just the one that doesn't want to except what just happen hours ago?.....something like that.

I think that I just blank out again.

4:38am

I've only sleep for a total of an hour, not so great but it's something.

I hear a knock on the door and I jump a little, it's the nurse with the needed I.V. for Terra and Mätte at hand but he turns around as a tall auburn hair guy tries to talk to the him, the nurse seem very annoyed as he shakes his head in disapproval of the thing that the auburn guy say and gestures his hand toward us, mostly likely me because I'm the only one awake.

It seem that the nurse as second thoughts about it and gestures him to wait for a moment. He opens the door and he tells him to wait at the door, and not to enter the room until it was okay too. I notice the that the auburn guy has bandages on the right side of his face. He does what he needed to do first and then when he finish he grabs the empty I.V bags and he walks in front of me and bends down to see me eye to eye.

"It okay if you say no for what I'm going to tell you, the gentlemen over there by the door, asked if you could talk to him"

I look over where the nurse told me he was standing, he's extremely tall and also very banged up, his uniform is covered in dirt like if he got push down to the ground, repeatedly. Also very clumsy when he notice that I'm look he almost trips, on himself and then gave a awkward 'hi' wave towards me.