Yeah so I guess I owe a very big apology to CICCIChan and LunaWolf203 because you two have requested a drawing each from me and I'm afraid that I can no longer finish it. Well not for a while at least but I will as soon as possible! Let me explain the situation.
My right hand is no longer functional meaning it has made my life 10x harder. My right hand is my main hand and without it, I can't draw, I can't write, I can't carry/hold things with it, heck I can't even eat! (I eat with my left hand now 😔) Every time I touch something with my right hand, it brings me immense pain that is near unbearable. The same thing is with my foot though there's only acid on my big toe but I can walk properly on my foot....Although I can still type on my phone with my right hand pointer finger.........which is good because I have roleplays to do!
It's all because I have acid on my fingers. The reason for that is because I had like warts or something on my fingers so I went to a doctor and they put acid on it.....it's special though, it won't make my fingers dissolve don't worry! But every two weeks I get acid put on my fingers and this could go on for a month before I get my fingers freeze-roasted....Yeah....
My right hand right now...
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To make matters worse for me, I had this acid thing done two days ago and the doctor said it will stop hurting in two days....my hand still hurt. It feels as if someone is constantly squeezing the blood out of my fingers even if I'm not doing anything!
Oh and what my mother is doing to help? Nothing. Doctor said I could use some painkillers, when I asked my mom, she said: "You don't need them, you're doing fine on your own." WTF?!?!?! I can assure you, I'm NOT doing fine.
My mom also expects me to do chores like vacuum our house with two floors and other chores that I normally do. I ONLY HAVE ONE FREAKING HAND AND THE VACUUM CLEANER IS HEAVY AF!!......and she expects me to carry it all on my own with one hand......
It's hard enough eating with one hand, imagine cooking or preparing the table and putting dirty dishes away with one hand while my mom is sitting all high and mighty on the couch watching Netflix!!! *sigh*
Today is the third day and my hand hurts like hell....my mom thinks that, wait I can quote: "Its been two days, your hand should've stopped hurting now so drop this act and start doing stuff." Should've, could've, would've mom.
I'm slowly losing my mind here....so before I do, I wanna let you guys know that I love all of you rossome people and have this Flowy the Flower sketch that I finished a week before my summer holidays started. Just as a small gift.
I am Undertale Trash. ❤
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