written on her wrist pt III

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He trys to fix it
He apologizes
Says hes sorry
And that he never meant to hurt her
He says they can still be friends
But does he not realize the pain shes going through? Because of him?
He says dont be sad because of me ok?
It hurts,
Oh im sorry she says sorry that me being in pain hurts you
She trys her best to hate him
But she knows deep down she cant
You cant hate someone you love
And she loves him
Her friends tell her to block him,
Just stop talking to him they say
Move on
But dont they realize
She cant do that
She cant shut people out
She always lets them back in again
Suddenly she stops feeling the stories she writes,
They are no longer on her wrist,
They cover her arms, her shoulders, her hips, and her thighs
And she can no longer feel the cuts she makes
But seeing the blood calms her
Makes her feel better
So she keeps cutting,
Not feeling anything
Because how can you feel with a shattered heart

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