Love no hoe

chapter 2

Andrea's p.o.v

i got up silently. i wiped my tears and headed to the bathroom. i blocked the bathroom door so no one could see what I'm about to do. i put my purse on the counter and started rummaging through it.

"phone. no" tosses it to side "lip stick. not at this moment", i keep going through my purse. than ...

"finally ha what I've been looking for" i stare at it delicately...i only use it when i need it. right now i need it i really need it...

i pushed the purse aside and i hopped on the counter. i took the item n held it in my right arm tightly. i squeezed it. which made it slightly cut the palm of my hand. i put it down and wiped the blood off. i continued to prepare for what i was about to do. i rubbed my delicate skin i took a bottle of alcohol out my purse n rubbed it on my skin with a cotton ball. i than again picked up the knife and cut into my skin. i loved the feeling of the blood gushing out my arm. "damn that feels so good" i mumbled to my self. it actual did feel good.

i learned not to cut to deep. since i ended up in the hospital last time. i wish i could make it deeper but i cant take a chance again.

i stopped slicing my wrist and washed all the blood of me. i held my arm so the blood what stop coming out. i redid my make up and put some on my arm. i got off the counter n put everything back in my purse and unblocked the door.

i sigh "i don't want to leave out the bathroom". i pushed open the door and walked out.

damn it i thought. they were switching classes so i had no way of being unnoticed. i moved away from the bathroom and got my stuff out of it and closed the locker quietly.

"next time don't ignore me or yell if ya don't want another beat down" Corina warned as she walked pass me.

i nodded and walked to my favorite class. i say favorite because Corina isn't here. why oh because shes not smart enough for higher level classes. that's the only thing i love about my self. is that I'm smart.. well in education.

*SKIPPING TO AFTER SCHOOL*

i walked out of class and on my way i accidentally bumped into my crush...see ive always liked him but.. ya see I've um well gave him a hand job for money and his seen me at the strip club..so he thinks I'm a hoe well i think so..

"i am so sorry Damion", i said looking down.

"oh i remember you your the one i got some-" i cut him off quick

"yeah I'm her" i smiled. see I'm not proud of what i do.. I'm just happy he remembers me.

"well I've been wanting some more favors done.. could ya help me out?", he asked all innocently.

"yeah just give me a call and i'll see what i can do" i gave him my number and left smiling.

i know imma have to wipe my smile off when i reach home. i don't want to be hurt again today. ENOUGH was ENOUGH.

Andrea's p.o.v

i finally got to my house. i was just about to put the key in but the door swung open forcefully. he pulled me in the house and slammed the door.

and i was actually still smiling..bad idea.

"IMMA SMACK THAT SMILE OFF YOUR DAMN FACE AND WHY ARE YOU LATE", he screamed at me. he looked down at my hands who where texting Damion about the job i going to give him ;).

i mean his my crush why wouldn't i be happy? but anyways...

he took my phone and started reading my text messages.

"SHIT", i cried out holding my face. he had slapped me..and that smile off my face.

"I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE A HOE", he said furiously. as he pushed me to the ground and grabbed my boobs.

"STOP PLEASE. I WONT DO IT AGAIN", i begged. but he keep doing it... see I'm a virgin still but that...did feel. uh ya know...but why would i give it away when i don't want it?

he bit my neck...no just no Andrea think of something disgusting. i thought to my self. i get turned on easily if you haven't realized..

"PLEASEEEE", i pleaded like i never pleaded before.. he stopped touching me. i was relived...so RELIVED.

Abuser's p.o.v

i stopped touching her. ion wanna fuck no hoe!! i didn't stop because i felt sorry... okay don't think that.

i punched her in her "v" and stood up and kicked her in her face and went to my room.

did i feel bad? no...

Andrea's p.o.v

i laid there trying to get the through the pain were he punched me.. he punches hard very.. HARD. now i don't even think i can pee anymore..

i slowly got up. i walked to the bathroom and closed the door. i put on tons of make up. i changed into my stripper outfit. i covered my self with sweats and long shirt. i put on my shoes and headed to Damions.