This one shot is most likely going to be sad... If you aren't a fan of sadness, then I suggest skipping this one shot...
Your POV
His sandy blonde hair and Crystal blue eyes... Why?! Why'd you have to leave me? All the memories! The baking, parks, and parties.
But never once did I show my feelings
All I have left to ponder is why? It's the only thing I can do. Why did he leave me? Why didn't I show my feelings for him sooner? And why did he straight up
Die
I might as well introduce myself, not like you care anyway. I'm Y/N L/N. I'm an only child and I have lost my love of my life along with the reason why I live.
Hm? You want to know HOW Garroth Ro'Meave died?! Please don't make me even THINK about it. Well, just because I'm nice I'll tell you.
It was a normal day. I was heading to pick Garroth up so we could go to school. Yes Garroth and I walk to school together. Yep... #Goals
I knock on his door but I get no answer. I just figured he was sick or something. Obviously, I. Was. WRONG.
So I walked to school alone. But I pulled out my phone and texted Garroth. No I'm not desperate, I just wanted to make sure he was okay.
I texted Garroth 'Hi!' But I got no. Answer. I sighed and continued to walk to school. I got to school and I saw another one of my best friends, Laurance. And no I'm not a girly girl that calls their best friends, 'BFFs!!' Or 'Besties!!'
I walk over to Laurance with a slight frown on my face. "What's wrong?" He asked. I sigh. "Nobody answered Garroth's door and I tried texting him and I got no answer." I respond
"Maybe he's busy...?" Laurance says. I nod my head. "I'm worried Laurance..." I said with a hint of worry in my voice. "Yea I am too. That's not like Garroth..." Laurance said while trailing off.
*BEELLLLLLL RIIIIIIIIIIING!!!!!*
"Well... I gotta go..." I said while walking to my class. I get to my class and sit next to my other friend, Aphmau.
I know Aphmau liked both Garroth AND Laurance but I always put it aside because she's so awesome and fun.
"Hey Aph..." I say with no emotion at all. "What's up?" She asked. "Garroth..." I reply while looking into space.
Yea... I am a weirdo.
"What about him?" She asked with a slight blush on her face. I rolled my eyes. "He didn't answer his door this morning AND he wouldn't respond to my text." I replied
"Desperate?" Aphmau teased. "No! I'm just worried!!" I said tears forming in my eyes.
I'm in a very emotional state right now so yea...
"I was kidding!" Aphmau said. I sigh. I hear a ding from my phone. I pick it up and see its from Garroth.
It's a video
I play it
"This is for Mom, Dad, Vylad, Zane, Y/N, Laurance, and anyone who cared for me or I cared for them. I'm Garroth Ro'Meave. I was born in (idk). And now I'm here making a video I never thought I would make." He said.
He didn't look like the happy Garroth I knew and loved..
And he wasn't.
And it gets worse!!
He picks up a gun and holds it to his head. "I have been going through depression. And I feel like the world would be better without me. And I just wanted to say goodbye. And Y/N, I love you."
He said while ending the video. I feel tears streaming down my face. I put my phone down and cry.
Garroth POV BEFORE THE DEATH
Never would I have thought I would be doing this. Never... Ever... Ever...
I pick up my phone and start filming
Timeskip~
I end the video and put my finger on the trigger.
I'm so sorry...
I pull the trigger which makes a loud thrash. The world starts to blacken around me. I see my mom in my doorway and a small smile spread across my face
My first genuine smile in weeks was when I died... All because I knew the world was now a better place...
Your POV
So here I am, sitting on the edge of cliff. Yea I realize Garroth would WANT me to live but I've lost my reason.
I was about to push myself off the cliff when I heard a voice.
"Don't do it..." The voice said. I look around,
NO ONE WAS THERE!!!
"Don't..." The voice says again
Thats Garroth's voice...
I get up and go away. He does want me to live. But I don't want to.
But I'm only doing it for him...
PLEASE DONT HATE ME!!!! SUICIDE AND DEPRESSION ARE VERY SERIOUS THINGS!!! DONT COMMIT SUICIDE!!! AND FIGHT THROUGH DEPRESSION!!!
No I'm not going through depression. I just think it's a very serious manner. I'm sorry to those Garroth fans... I was gonna do it with Vylad but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Then I thought Zane but I didn't want the first Zane one shot to be depressing so now Garroth was the one...
Sorry... Don't kill me... Just take this as a warning that suicide and depression are SERIOUS things. And sometimes, a simple smile can hide it all...
~Kitty
