All Over Again Part 3

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I shrunk, like a tortoise going back in its shell. This was all a sick Practical Joke. Jackson slinked away while I silently died inside. From the day we are born, we start dieing. This isn't life, it is death and- I think one of the worst feelings is finding out that you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did. I wanted to cry, but no tears came out so I just sat there staring blankly into space while I felt my heart dissappear into a million pieces because we are like glass, we eventually break and shatter. Love is a stupid game, there's no way you can win because either way you lose... Lose yourself or somebody else. I lost myself.

When I was younger, when I first heard about suicide, I was shocked. I didn't know why anyone would kill themselves on purpose but all I can say now it's funny how things have changed. No one dies from suicide, they die from sadness and I was going deeper into that suicidal state of mind.

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