The Bonds that Tie us However Can Not...

Why Can't you see?

Dawn was sitting at the desk in the library writing into a sparkly green and silver book with her equally sparkly green and silver quill. It scratched furiously across the page leaving pink curled writing in it's wake.

" Dear Diary,

Paul is being the same as always, he's still calling me Troublesome. I don't see why he can't call me Dawn, or at least my Japanese name, Hikari. Him and Teddy are still my best guy friends and Fionna, Rose, Victoire and I are still hanging out and close as, but there's one secret they STILL don't know. It's about Paul. I don't know if I should write it down. He will kill me, because I sure he doesn't feel the same way. Why would he with all those fangirls who love his muscle and technique. I'm just Troublesome, his ex-rivals friend and one of his childhood best friends, I fight with him and I get mad at him and don't fawn over him and those yummy muscles when we go swimming together…."

Dawn looked up at the sound of footsteps echoing through the library. She quickly transfigured the book into an old worn library book and placed it in the stop on the shelve where no one looks, then she turned around. "Is anybody here?"

Paul's P.O.V:

Dawn, was transfiguring a sparkly green and silver book and put it back onto the shelf. The Diary looked like any other book there. "Is anybody there?" Shit. She found me following herI take a sharp breathe in and stepped out from behind the shelf. "It’s just me Troublesome. Why were you hoping it would be Teddy?" Dawn's cheeks flushed at my statement. 'See Shinji? She likes me.' I heard Teddy's words echoing through my head. 'No she doesn't YOU TWO ARE JUST FRIENDS! Teddy had to be lying , she couldn't like him, she had to love Paul.' "No, I was doing some private study, Shinji and I don’t like to be interrupted."

 "Dawn." She stopped walking away.

 "Is it true? Do… Do you… do you like Teddy?"

"What do you mean is it true? Why would you care?" and she walked away.

'I CAN'T READ HER DIARY! Yes, yes you can you want to know right?'That was how I ended up looking at this old book and wondering why she transfigured her diary into an old witch's romance tale. I grab out my wand and removed the transfiguration spell over the weird novel, which quickly morphed into a sparkling green and silver book. With a silver snake lock over it’s cover. 'Of course… I forgot Dawn's aptitude for magical locks… what's the password….?' "Paul Shinji" and suddenly the snake was slithering off and the book fell open to the latest entry. I wonder why my name is the password?

" Dear Diary,

Paul is being the same as always, he's still calling me Troublesome. I don't see why he can't call me Dawn, or at least my Japanese name, Hikari. Him and Teddy are still my best guy friends and Fionna, Rose, Victoire and I are still hanging out and close as, but there's one secret they STILL don't know. It's about Paul. I don't know if I should write it down. He will kill me, because I sure he doesn't feel the same way. Why would he with all those fangirls who love his muscle and technique. I'm just Troublesome, his ex-rivals friend and one of his childhood best friends, I fight with him and I get mad at him and don't fawn over him and those yummy muscles when we go swimming together…."

Feelings? That I don't feel the same about? What does Dawn mean?  I turned at the sound of a pair of shoes clicking on the ground and looked down to see Dawn's silver Mary Jane Wedges, then I looked up and if Dawn's eyes when they were warm looked like the ocean, then Dawn's glare looked like the Artic circle. "And what do you think your doing with my diary?"

 "nothing Troublesome…. Although you should explain the feelings better!"

 "EXPLAIN MY FEELINGS BETTER? I didn't think someone would be reading and  trying to understand them, Paul. Then again you seem interested so read the entry from two days ago. I'm going to bed."

That was how I found myself staring at blue curling writing.

"Dear Diary

I need to tell someone about what I'm feeling. I'll tell Teddy. Teddy won't mind and he won't tell… I think. I hear someone so I'd better go…

Dawn"

The  Troublesome girl hadn't even written anything more than telling her feelings… TELLING THEM!! "TEDDY!!" I was running through hall ways and every where to find Teddy. To tell him he was right. To find out why she didn't love me, why she chose what Draco wants. "Paul? Why are you running around the halls this late?" Not Dawn again.

 "hn." I grunted and pushed past her.  "TEDDY!"

"is in the dorms, go to bed before I report you to Slughorn"

"Like that would do anything. You aren't a prefect yet Troublesome. So why are you out of your dorm? I don't think you want to ruin your perfect record."

"I'm on patrol. For the ill prefect. Go to bed Shinji-kun"

"oi, don't call me that Hikari-chan"

"Goodnight, Shinji-san"

She turns and walks away. Eurgh why won’t she love me! I can have so many girls, but the one I want hates me!

"Goodnight… Ai"

Authors Note:

Wow I can't beleive I'm finally uploading this fic! I know that this chapter is short they get a bit longer later so keep reading. I'd just like to say thank you for reading and I hope that you enjoy the prequel to the huge fic that Fionna and I have planned.

~Dawn Malfoy <3