save me | phan

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"That was rude" Dan said to himself when he was far enough from the boy.
He changed and he didn't like it, but it seemed like nothing could be done about this. He always thought that he can't be saved because the incident from 2 years ago, it was the worst thing that ever happened to him. 
As soon as he got home he changed into comfortable clothes and turned on his laptop. But tonight he felt.. weird? Maybe he should have listened to the guy.
"What names start with P?"he asked his dog.
"Woof woof"
"Yeah thanks" said Dan and started laughing.

Because he had nothing to do that evening he actually googled "boys names that start with P"
The results weren't really nice to be honest, he got names like Phineas, Perry or even Picasso. Of course that there were nice names as well, like Patrick, Paul or Peter. He wanted so bad to know his name. 
Dan was disappointed in himself because he screwed his chance of actually making a friend, but at the same time he wasn't sure he could trust people. 

"Tomorrow I'll go and say something to that boy. I mean, what could happen?" Dan said to himself. He did it often, talking to himself because honestly the only people he talked to were his parents and sometimes Jake. 
He stayed up late watching funny videos and listening to music, it was a hobby he had. But eventually at around 3 am he closed his laptop, kissed his dog and went to sleep. He was excited for the next day as he really wanted to apologize for his behavior.