Forgive Me // Reece Bibby

Forgive Me - {11}

    there he was. the love of my life. the salty tears started to form in blue eyes so I turned around and put my baby boy into pipers arms, I walked out. running to the nearest store I went to the counter and brought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. I can't believe I had let myself do it again but I couldn't stop. I walked slowly back to the venue and sat on a bench just outside of it. I must of been out there smoking for 5 mins until Blake ran out.

"piper told me you'd be out here. what happened?" he said looking in to my eyes

"I can't see him, it makes me sad. I miss him so much." I replied taking a puff of the cigarette in my hand.

"oh believe me he misses you so much more! why can't u just forgive him?" Blake raised his voice.

"because he went and missed a girl infront of me and it may be the drink that made him do it but if that is gonna happen every time he drinks I can't handle it." I want to forgive him, cause I want him.

"at least give him another chance Alannah! or speak to him. I can't stand seeing him or you like this." Blake replied

"fine ill speak to him but let my finish this cigarette!" I shouted.

"fine." he said walking of slowly.

the cars zoomed past my blurry eyes as I put out the cigarette and stumbled inside. as soon as I stepped in I saw him. his eyes red and puffy as if he had been crying. slowly I walked over to him, immediately knowing I was going to give in.

"we need to talk" reece whispered sadly.
"yea we do, come with me." I replied quietly, taking his beautiful hand in mine as pulling him over to one of the empty booths.
"I'm so sorry Alannah, I never meant to do it. after we kissed, I pushed her away and went to find the boys I promise. I never meant to hurt you. you are my everything I can't lose u already. I want to be yours, I want you to be mine. I want to hold you in my arms on a Sunday morning." he said tears falling down both our our cheeks.

" I forgive you. I never stopped loving you. I know I didn't mean it. I love you reece we can work through -- " I said before being cut of by reece smashing his lips on mine. I smiled into the amazing kiss and he whisper.

"you don't know how
long I've been waiting
to do that"

I smiled and grabbed his hand dragging him back inside. we danced the rest of the night away until no one else was there and the party was over. it was just me, reece, piper, Blake & George. the venue was trashed, bottles of beer on the floor, cocktail glasses smashed. God knows what happened but it was messy. the taxi for piper and I arrived so I kissed my baby goodbye before hoping in the taxi back to home sweet home. my parents had left half way through the party and took Isaac since they were taking him away to Wales for a week tomorrow so I had the house to myself. I was thinking about inviting reece around and then going out with him and the lads at some point. after a long night of many emotions I went upstairs to my bed, stripped of down to my underwear and hopped into my double bed for a good night sleep.