Better Than Words

Chapter 5

Jeny's POV

"Shhhh, it's okay, there's a bright side to this.." she whispered. "Bright side?" I asked, 'WHAT bright side?" "It sounded hot, " she smirked.

"I don't care how HOT is sounded, there are maniacal fans out there who'd like nothing more than to see me be 'removed' from existence and Harry's life."

"I know honey.. i was just trying to make you smile...." she said, rocking me gently.

"Unless you can make it so that our intimate moment wasn't seen or heard by over one million people than nothing can make me smile." I said grimly.

"I'm sorry honey... then there is nothing i can do but help protect you..." she said.

"Well you know what?" I sniffled, taking a step back from her. "I DON'T feel PROTECTED! Okay you try to have a normal relationship with your boyfriend and not feel scared out of your mind when you know that there's a web site dedicated to your death!"

"I know honey im sorry," she said sadly.

"No no you DON'T know! Nobody does! So top saying that you fucking do!" I shrieked, before making a dash to the bathroom and locking myself in there.

"Baby, baby please they just want to help. No one understands this," Harry's soft voice whispered. "You know i WOULD die for you, right?" I whispered.

There was a sigh on the other side of the door and I heard Harry's bottom plop onto the ground. "As would I babe....I mean I'd die for you I wouldn't die for myself. That's confusing."

I giggled softly. "So do we fake a break up?" I whispered, "key word is fake!!"

His boots shuffled against the carpet. "I would much rather show you off and show how proud I am to have you as a girlfriend. But at the same time it's more important to me to keep you safe. So if that's what we need to do then that's what we need to do."

"I love you," i cried.

"I love you too J Bear they can never tear us apart." Harry soothed.

"But they have... because now I have to go home," i whimpered.

There was a brief pause before he spoke again. "Not necessarily. We were friends before this shit storm happened after all, what if you're just here for moral support."

"They wont believe it harry, we have to make it look real," i cried softly.

"Jen how are we going to make it look real but make it so you don't have to leave? I don't think I could get through this tour without you being here." Harry said solemnly.

"There isn't a way," i whispered.

"There is a way Jen, I know there is." he said. "I'll talk to Paul and the lads and we'll come up with something. We can make this work love."

"Keep trying babe," i said.

"I will Jen, I won't give up on you." he said.

"Promise,?" I asked.

"Cross my heart my name is Harry, if I lie to you I'll....change my name to Barry." was his response.

"I love you silly man..." I said.

"I accept that you love me but I don't accept the silly part." Harry said.

"But you are a wonderfully silly man.." I whispered, and opened that door to slip out and sit beside him and rest my head on his shoulder.

When he didn't answer me straight away, I glanced up and busted out laughing.

"Springy." harry grinned while tugging on his curls.