Keep your head down. No eye contact. Resist the urge to cry. Don't sit in the back row then the teacher will call on you. No. Not there either. That seat is taken. I wish someone would save a seat for me. I wish someone knew I exsisted. My teachers don't even know my name.
The bell rang. Head down. No eye contact. Check your schedule. Double Check. Wait for people to clear out from in front of your locker. Avoid teenage boys. Too loud. Too rambunctious. Avoid the popular girls. Too judgemental. Too much better.
Lunch. Lunch. Lunch. Wait for the halls to clear out. Walk to the library. Not too fast. Not too slow. Don't drag your feet. Look up until someone turns down the hallway. Grab the book. Avoid the Librarian and her pitying looks. Get lost in the book. Don't think about your pathetic life.
Lunch is over, time to start my routine once more.
..the day is over, avoid family, sleep, start again.
YOU ARE READING
Elysian
SonstigesElysian- Beautiful or creative, divinely inspired, peaceful and perfect.. Everything I wish my life was, these are excerpts from a book I'll never publish
