LANAS POV
I can’t help but feel sorry for him what I just said was out of line. When I’m around him my world lights up and he always makes me feel better.
"I’m so sorry" ash says in a teary voice.
I grab his hand then I pull him closer and closer to the point where we have locked lips. I feel warm and my caterpillars in my stomach are now butterflies.
I step back only to see Ashton to have a shocked look on his face.
"What was that for" he asks
"I'm sorry for what I just said" I say to him
He pulls me closer and we lock lips again. we were doing this for about 10 minutes, I feel so safe and alive with him.
I pull him inside the house and we race to my room. I run to the bathroom because I don't want him seeing all the blood on the floor, but as I go into the bathroom he follows and sees it all. He gasps for air.
"Lana" he cries
I look at him a burst into tears, he pulls me into his chest I smell his amazing odour and all I hear him say is...
"Please don't do that again, I couldn't live with myself if you did!" he says
I look up at him, I'm still in tears.
He leans in for what felt like the most interment kiss we have ever had.
We stood there for what felt like hours. I love him so much! He brightens up my day, makes me feel like I'm flying. I LOVE HIM!
He steps back and kisses my forehead and makes my stomach feel like there are fireworks going off in my stomach.
ASHTONS POV
I hope I make her feel better. I hate seeing her like this. I should have never kissed that girl I don't even know.
I leave her house making sure she is okay. I'm driving to Luke's house for band practice. On the way there I get a call from Lana's mum, it was a bit weird. She was thanking me on stoping her doing something stupid, I had tears running down my face, the thought of her hurt herself hurts me.
I get to Luke's house, drive down the driveway, we call it the "wastelands"!
I knock on the door and wait a minute and Calum answers the door "hey mate" he says enthusiastically.
I walk in to see Luke and Michael rocking out on the guitars, but as I walk in they stop and stare at me.
"I’m sorry do I have something on my face?" I say. They reply with laughing, it was like they planned it or something. I get the feeling that Lana is going to do something again.
I take my phone out of my pocket and dial her number only to get her voice mail; this was odd she always answers her phone no matter what.
I’m very worried!
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Forever and Always
FanfictionLana is a 17 year old girl living with bipolar. her boyfriend Ashton is in a band called 5 Seconds Of Summer, one day lana finds ashton kissing another girl and she freaks and runs home. she gets out hrr blade and begins to cut as she hears the door...