Forever and Always

chapter 4

ASHTONS POV

I freak out straight away.

I call again and still no answer, I say to myself "hmmm this is freaking me out!"

I run to the boys and say ive got to go, lana isn't awnsering here phone and im scared shes done something!"

the guys are so understanding and say "then what are you still doing here then?"

I ran to the car got in and then relised I left my keys on my drums, so I sprint back inside and get them, the guys look at me and laugh but I just ignored them I have  better things to think about at the moment.

I get to Lana's front door and ring the door bell but the was no answer so I tried calling Lana again and still no answer so I decided  to call her mum.

"oh ashton thank god, you need to get down the the hospital now Lana slashed her wrists, shes in a really bad condition and the doctors dont know if she will make it"

I dont say anything I just hung up and sped to the hospital.

I get there and I feel so sick. what if I lose the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with?

I ran down the corridor to room 225 and see her laying there not knowing who or what was around  her. I saw her in a coma my heart dropped and I found myself feeling warm tears running down my face.

it broke my heart. then I look across and see that her mum was in the same state I was, so I walked over and gave her a massive bear hug and asked what have the doctors said? and she replyed....

"they said she has lost almost 20% of blood and will be very likely that she will pass on over night"

her mum falls into my arms cry her poor heart out. I try and calm her down by saying "shes a fighter she can do this"

but you see I dont even know if I believe that myself.

I walk out into the corridor an absolute mess, then out of the corner of my eye I see Luke, Calum and Michael I walk closer to them and they ask " mate are you okay?" and " im so sorry Ash" I go to reply as I see 5 or more doctors and nurse's run into Lana's room.

I sprint like I have never sprinted before into the room see a doctor calling the time of death.

I fell to the floor!