More Than I Expected.

-Chapter Four-

Carter's P.O.V

It was only the third day of being here and so much has already happened, I'm really hoping that we'll all forget about the stuff that has happened but by the looks of it; Kian wouldn't be forgetting anything anytime soon.

I thought to myself as I walked downstairs to see Kian glance over in my direction and quickly look away."Hey" I said, sitting across from him. I mentally slapped myself a couple times for that because all he did was give me the "what the fuck?" look and looked back down at his phone.

I sighed, I knew this was gonna take a while.

After we sat there in silence for about 5 minutes, I decided to say something again. "Kian, I said sorry. Why are you being like this?" I said coldly, bad idea.

He quickly looked up and began "Why am I being like this? Are you serious? Do you not recall what you, did?" I opened my mouth to say something but he kept going,

"First of all, you lied to me saying you felt sick at the movies, second of all after lying about that, you went out with my own Bestfriend and not only did you go with him to the fair, you even kissed him!"

His tone was getting louder with every word he spit at me and I was getting worried he'd wake up the others.

"Kian, please stop.." I whispered hoping to calm him.

His face looked as if it had gotten filled with concern but quickly went back to a stern glare and he stopped, I looked up at him and he was staring hard back at me clenching his jaw.

God, he looked so damn hot when he was mad. I shook that thought away and began to speak quietly to him "I know what I did, and I know it was a terrible idea, I wish I could take it back, I regret it all so much. You probably don't even care but I'm sorry-"

I stopped and looked at him to make sure he was listening and he was. I continued "-odds are you don't believe that, but I am. I'd take it all back if I could, I'd take back lying to you at the movies, and I'd take back kissing Jc. It was such a stupid idea.."

I trailed off, I didn't know what else to say so I looked back to him with a faint smile.

"Alright" he said, "alright?" I accidentally thought out loud. "Alright." he said again and got up with out saying another word and basically left me there feeling stupid as ever.

Nikki came trotting down the stairs as Kian was going up and shot me the "ooo" kind of look, I rolled my eyes and waited for her to come sit.

"Well, well, well-" she spoke, "what happened?" "nothing good" I said blankly peering up at her in the seat where Kian was just sitting a few moments ago.

"He doesn't care, he hates me." Nikki looked at me wide-eyed "he said that?" I breathed out a laugh, "no Nikki, he didn't actually say that he hated me, but by the way he was acting and the things he was saying, I just know he does."

"doubt it, he's probably just playing hard to get." and with that she walked out of the kitchen.

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I was sitting on the couch watching tv still in my pj's while Jc was on the other couch when Kian rushed downstairs not even taking a glance in my direction and headed to the door "I'll be back later!" was all he said and walked out.

I hesitated to go up to my room here because it was just extremely awkward being in the same room with Jc even though he had partially forgave me.

So I began to get up and as I headed towards the stairs I heard Jc speak slowly, "hey, where ya' goin'?" I smiled to myself and turned around to see he was making his way towards me. "Oh no," was all I could think.

"uh, I'm going for a shower!" I said cheerfully and rushed up the stairs before he could get any closer to me. I didn't want to mess up trying to get with Kian so I had no choice but to keep my distance from Jc.

But then again, I wasn't really sure who I wanted.

After I got out of the shower I changed into denim high waisted shorts with lace on the pockets, a baby blue crop top & matching vans. I left my hair down and did my makeup as usual, a quick cat eye and some mascara.

Finally I trotted out of the bathroom and asked Nikki if she wanted to go to the Supreme/Odd Future store with me and of course she agreed and even asked Sam to tag along in which that case I had no choice but to ask Jc to come also so I wasn't a third wheel.

So me & Nikki set out on our penny boards while the boys followed behind on foot. The store wasn't too far from their house but I wanted to get there quick to see if Tyler, The Creator was there. Definitely to much wishful thinking but hey, a girl can dream.

When we got there Tyler wasn't there, sadly. But we all ended up getting matching shirts because hey why not? On the way back home I didn't ride on my penny board, but instead I walked side by side with Jc while he held my hand and for some reason or another I actually really liked it and never wanted him to let it go. But then again, I secretly hoped Kian would greet me with open arms, like in those cliché love movies. But of course that didn't happen.

I immediately went up the my room once we got back to the house. I figured I needed some sort of alone time to figure who I actually wanted because I can't keep playing with their hearts.

As I laid down in my bed the only thing that went through my head was "Jc or Kian? Kian or Jc? Jc. No, Kian. No maybe it should be Jc. But I do really like Kian..I really like Jc too though." I let out a frustrated sigh as I sat up in bed when suddenly there was a knock at the door.

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Short chapter, I'm so so sooo sorry I haven't updated in so long. I promise I am going to start updating way more frequently though!

hm, who could be knocking on the door? Jc? or maybe even..Kian?

5 votes and I'll update again today!