Scribblings Of Love

What Did We Do????

POEM: CONFESSIONS

Drinking Liquor
Does a Favour
To myself and
And my emotional end

Blowing a Cig
Make me a big
Blisser just in time
As a clown in a mime

Using a cannabinoid
Make my mind void
With a godly glare
Sends me into a deep stare

If I am strong enough
I can beat someone into dough
So I'll be relieved
From my fears vivid

Or If I be given
A weapon forbidden
I can kill the self
Who doesn't bother to help

I can be a badass
Who will harass
Other innocent ones
Rather shoot them with guns

If I am smart so
I'll be rich ago
By robbing a Bank
Filling my money tank

All of the laws are beaten
If I can I'll be a cheater
I can be sometimes fugal
Doing Things which are illegal

I cannot be kind
I don't mind
I will not fit
I won't worry a bit

All those above things
Can pervade into my mind
Which makes me weary
Which turns into Fury

Those are the acts
Which are labelled as "Wrong""Immoral""Rude"
Which won't do any good

I can do those
But I won't. Who knows?
I can be better
If I did things bitter

Because this world
Make a rule in hold
"A drunkard,smoker
Bully,Drug Abuser

A killer,Robber
Cheater, Self Holder
Or Rather a Pedophile
Can be human in a file

But a small boy
In teenage coy
Who realises himself
As Gay is not a human self"

He can be kind
Make laws bind
Obey every rule
Be smart in school

Doesn't mess
Neatly dress
Be light-hearted
But was still heard

A Sinner to rot
In hell as drought
An Useless fellow
Who is just shallow

What did I do?
To make me a fool
Am I worse than above
So called humans in bow

I can be used
As a filler to boost
Other's Hate
My so called Fate!

I can be a punchbag
Who shouldn't gag
Because those punches
Can beat the Gay wrenches

I shouldn't be happy
Because I am Gay?
I shouldn't enjoy
Because I am  Gay?

I shouldn't live
Because I am  Gay?
I shouldn't exist
Because I am Gay?

I am not hurting
Anyone Just tolerating
My slaps and beats
This is not new as guts

I am used to it
Crying like a kid
It is Normal
To love a girl formal

Is it bad
To love a lad?
They can kick me
They can beat me

They can slap me
Even They can kill me
But they can't change me
Nor did they tower over me

Should I have to die
To Live my life without lies?
If I have to exist
Should I be a fake sexist?

They say I am not
Normal, A broken pot.
But when craved for reason
My face will turn (red) crimson

I will get an answer
That I am against nature
So Is it not nature that
Made me born and filled my gut

If they can't tackle
They will shackle
Me and say that I should
Give Birth to Child good

Through a Woman Because
God created me for this cause
I must do the duty
Bestowed on me duly

If I forget that duty
My God will send my soul beauty
To Hell so it be
GOD IS LOVE to me

So If I ask them
A Question of hem
What will they answer?
If it makes their brain work harder

If a man marries a woman
Live happily with good omen
But impotent to give birth
To a child in its girth

Will You Make HIM Go to Hell?
Cause God created Men as Well
Just to give birth to babies
But not lead a life to fables

If giving birth to Child
Is nature to your guild
Isn't he against nature?
Doesn't He deserve hate like me?

All he deserve sympathy
For the very same reason
I deserve all bloody hate
So where goes your nature?

So If I am of potential Age
To Bless you all
I Bless you all to live
In a world of Love

Where 'Lovable' God
Only creates Heterosexuals.

So this Earth is not suitable for you to live
Because the very 'Lovable' GOD created ME.
A HOMOSEXUAL.

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