Frozen Yogurt & Arizona Tea ( O2L fanfiction ) EDITING

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Black. Nothing else, just black. That was all I could see. I couldn't feel, hear or see anything. Even though I'm starting to feel things, they don't feel nice. If I feel something, it's in my head and chest.

I don't know for how long I stayed in darkness. The darkness was endless. It could've been years. It felt like years. I couldn't stay like this forever. I still wanted to do many things. Like go to Europe, get stuck on a ferries wheel with Jc, get one million subscribers, take care of sick children. I didn't even had sex yet.

I thought I'd stay like this forever. Forever in the darkness. But at one moment, I started to feel more.

I was happy that I could feel more, but the feeling hurt. My head hurt. And a pain in my chest was constantly stinging. Was this the good choice to come back? Ofcourse it is you stupid. Stop thinking about yourself. Well, I'm sorry.

Oh great, I was having a conversation with myself. Totally normal. If I could, I would sigh. I was going insane, wasn't I?

My thoughts wondered off and I thought about Jc. I wanted to see Jc. See the smile on his face. Feel his lips on mine. His arms around me. See his brown eyes locked with my green eyes.

I missed him. I needed to see him.

The pain in my chest increased. So did the pain in my head. I tried to open my eyes. I got dizzy and wanted to close my eyes again, but didn't. I needed to fight.

Mind over body, right?

I tried and tried, but it didn't happen. If I could sigh, I'd let out a sigh.

Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my chest and I groaned. Wait, I groaned?

My eyes opened to reveal a blurry sight. My eyes slowly closed, to sharpen the view.

I saw things move. No wait, people move.

A white skin, black hair.. Jc!

I tried to talk, but nothing came out of my mouth. Jc was focussed on something else. It looked like he was talking, but I couldn't hear a thing.

My eyes closed again.

The pain in my head and chest increased and I wanted it to be over. When I opened my eyes, I saw two figures. They looked more sharp this time.

I tried to figure out who the person was. Brown curly hair, white skin..

James?

My mouth opened again and I let out a 'mm' sound. The two people looked down at me.

Jc and James.

Suddenly my ears popped open and I could hear many sounds. A beeping sound, footsteps, cries and screams filled my ears. Because of that, my headache increased .

I felt everything on my body. The hospital dress was lightly resting on my body, wires were all over my face, but most importantly; I felt the pain. All the pain.

I could move again, and I hold my head with my hands, trying to take the pain away. But because I did that, the more pain I felt.

More people talked, and the pain in my head increased. I wanted to scream, but was too weak. My mouth spoke words I couldn't describe. I just wanted to tell everyone to shut their mouths.

"Maddie Jane?" a voice asked. I didn't notice my eyes closed. I wanted to open them, but they obviously closed for a reason.

I tried to make a sound, but all what came out was 'psshtl'. My chest hurt when I tried to talk.

The person obviously understood, grabbed my hand and kissed it. My lips made a weak smile.

My eyes slowly opened to reveal Jc staring down at me. There were tears coming out of his eyes, and he looked so tired.

"Princess? " He asked. I love it when he calls me that.

"Babe." I managed to say.

He smiled and leaned down. His perfect lips touched mine and I could feel the sparks flowing around. When he pulled back, I smiled.

"You're back." He said. I was back. I guess. Back with pain.

He pulled me in a hug, but I groaned of the pain. He let go immediately and I saw the worry in his eyes. When I wanted to say it was fine, a sharp pain came into my chest. I shrieked and I could hear fast beeping. The pain in my chest got heavier. It was hard to breath. I tried to calm down, but with all the loud sounds around me, it was hard. Jc looked shocked and I could hear people yelling. Doctors came running in, while Jc hold my hand.

The pain in my chest increased and I had to do a lot of effort to keep my eyes open. Jc squeezed my hand what made me look at him. Tears were rolling down his face. Doctors pushed him away and played with the wires that were attached to my body. They looked so panicked. Was I going to die anyways? Had I made the wrong choice?

"I love you." Jc said. Before I could say it back, I felt a needle in my arm and liquid pouring in to my body. Then everything went dark, with the pain still there.

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a/n

Soo, heres the chapter!
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