The Past | jungkook

Chapter 22

"I dreamt about something strange." Jaesung said cutely

"What is it dear?" I said

"I'm not sure eomma, but it was strange! I saw appa!" Jaesung said

"You did see appa dear.." I said

"No minhyuk appa, but... My real appa." Jaesung said

I froze

"I have an appa?" Jaesung said

I smile

"You have dear... But, he's happy now and he's in somewhere else... But don't worry, you'll meet him!" I said

"Okay eomma!" Jaesung said

Why..

Why there's no day without Jungkook.

I wanna forget him.

But someone always remembers me.

Even Jeon Jaesung. My own child.

Eh? How about moving on to Minhyuk?

He's pretty cool too tho.

He's 25 right, i'm not a noona to him.

So.... Should i?

But i'm not sure because... I don't wanna forget Jungkook too.

Wait, i just said that i wanna forget Jungkook. This is so confusing!

But, if i have to do this.

Mianhae Jungkookiee~

There isn't any other choise.

It's for Jaesung's good.

Right?

I learn that i shouldn't expect too much... Because if things gonna happen isn't what i expected...

I will be disappointed.

Such as now.

Sitting in this bed king-sized, with Jaesung sleeping on it, patting his back softly so he can sleep well and i start to sing

[I recommend you to hear "BTS - Love Is Not Over (Full Length Ver.) NOW! You can sing along with Junghee too to make more feels~]

"그 긴 밤이 널 따라 흘러만 가는 것 같아
geu gin bami neol ttara heulleoman ganeun geot gata
The long night is following you as it flows

이 시간이 널 따라 흐려지는 것 같아
i sigani neol ttara heuryeojineun geot gata
Time follows you and fades

왜 멀어져 가 왜
wae meoreojyeo ga wae
Why are you getting farther away?

닿지 않을 만큼 가서
dahji anheul mankeum gaseo
So far that I can’t reach you?

Tell me why 멀어져 가 why
Tell me why meoreojyeo ga why
Tell me why, you’re so far away, why

니 눈엔 더 이상 내가 보이지 않니 uh
ni nunen deo isang naega boiji anhni uh
Can’t you see me in your eyes anymore?

사랑이란 아프고 아픈 것 yeah
sarangiran apeugo apeun geot yeah
Love is so painful

이별이란 아프고 더 아픈 것 같애
ibyeoriran apeugo deo apeun geot gatae
Goodbyes are even more painful

니가 없으면 난 안될 것 같아
niga eopseumyeon nan andoel geot gata
I can’t go on if you’re not here