Jealous. A Jenndrea Fanfiction (Jenn McAllister and Andrea Russett)

Ocean Waves, Carry Me Home

             I plug in the aux and Heartbeat by Childish Gambino starts filling my ears. I spin the car out and drive to a place I go when the world seems to be yelling "fuck you" at me.

-Jenns pov-

           Alyx is telling me all about how hard it's been without me, managing to not sound genuine. I can't buy into it. By the looks of it, she's doing fine without me. She's had this smile plastered on her face that makes every word coming out of her mouth, seem scripted. I look out the window at the stars and they remind me of Andrea.

               She always used to tell me all of this tumblr shit back when we first lived together. We would go up to the roof and stare for hours. It was a cheesy angsty teen thing to do, but a comforting memory.  I'm feeling like a bitch for just leaving Andrea like that. I knew what I was about to ask Andrea but maybe it's fate Alyx came to interrupt it. Either way, Andrea is on my mind.

           Alyx being in my life again is good. Although I strongly Believe in once a cheater, always a cheater. I'm not sure how Alyx plans to "swoo" me back in her life, but truly I think it's best for us to remain friends. A bitter pill to swallow considering I thought she was my soul mate.

             "Where are we going?" I finally ask getting out of my daze "I thought I'd take you somewhere romantic".

- Andreas pov-

              I finally arrive at the parking lot. I'm in the parking lot of the entrance to the beach. I walk out and sit on the edge of a curb where the perfect view of the ocean is. I'd go here when I really needed it. Watching the waves is like therapy but free. Something so soothing and mysterious to people.

            The waves roll in and out, the sky is dark enough to see the beautiful stars. A gorgeous night combating an after noon. No one really knows about this place. I can talk aloud and no one will hear. Only for it to get carried in the wind and disappearing in air. When Kian and I broke up this was my second home.

            I came here every night. This place and the help of my friends of course got me out of the funk. Kian was my first love. Something in him changed though. He morphed into someone else after our breakup. He hurt me in a way that couldn't be forgiven, as bad as I wanted to. My mind drifts to him from time to time, Isn't that how it is with all first loves? But now Jenn has all of my attention. Why can't I love someone else? When will she realize she's the one for me? I love her. My mind wonders to what she's up to tonight with Alyx. By now she's probably planning there wedding. Hm.