Rachel's P.O.V
So since I left with my mom to a different place I feel depressed since I had to leave my friends. I hate my new school because no one understands me like my friends did. I miss Ashton a little more cause he would try to always make me see like in color instead or seeing life in black and white. I used to enjoy the nights that it rained but now I just feel even more depressed I haven't been in contact with anyone since I got here to my new home. I just want to see everyone again, I want to be able to feel comfortable. I don't want to feel awkward and like I am alone all over again, and again everyday. So I sit on my window ledge and look outside at the rain that falls from the sky to the ground.
It Friday night and I just want to feel okay again. My mom is a away on business for the weekend, so that means that I am alone for the next two days. She told me that I could go and visit my back home and I wanted my father Alvin. But I feel like my friends are better off with out me, so why bother them with someone who's not important. (Phone rings)
Call conversation
R- Hello
M- Hello Rachel it's mom.
R- Oh hi mom how's your trip going so far?
M- It good s far my plane landed not so long ago and my and some of my other coworkers are on our way to our hotel.
R- Well I am glad that you had a safe flight their.
M- Thank you sweetheart and please listen to me about going to go see your friends this weekend ok?....
R- (sigh) I don't know mom I see if I will go visit them.
M- Okay well sweetheart I got to go I'll talk to you soon ok.
R- ok bye mom
M- Bye Honey take care and I love you
R- you to, and I love too mom.
Call Ends
So as I lay on my bed, and I start to think maybe I should go back and visit them and see how are they doing. I hope that they understand. I just want to see the people who can understand me better than anyone else. So I just grab my keys, my phone, my earphones once I get dressed and then I head out the door to my car and head to my old town. As I get near my old town I get nervous about how my friends will react or what they will say to me. I just want them to know that I still care about them no matter what. So it's eight in the morning and I only have two more hours until I get their. The first thing that I am going to do is got get coffee because I have been driving all night. I haven't worked in a while and since I moved, and since I moved I can;t work with Luke because I live so far. The manager didn't like that I was leaving, but their wasn't anything that she could have done. Any ways I have to come and pick up my last check so I called her and told her that I was going to go, and pick it up. So I got into the town I called home once, and I just head over to Starbucks, so I can leave quickly.
Once I get their I see Luke's car. So I park far away from his car, and I get out of my car and I call my old manager to tell her I am here. As I enter I see my Ex boyfriend Blake, I see Alvin with some lady that looks to be in her thirty's, and I see all of my friends and Luke all together talking and laughing. So I was right they are better of without me in their life. I go to the counter and get my check with a drink then I look back at my friends just to see a girl on Ashton's lap smiling at him and I start to head toward the door until I hear someone call my name, "Rachel" but I don't look I just head out and toward my car. I get into my car and I see all of my friends outside looking for me. So I just start my car and get out of the parking lot and on to the road to go back home. An as I just get on the road it starts to rain again. But it's more heavier than last nights rain. An as I am driving I start to think about what I didn't want to see. I didn't realize that i was crying until I looked in the rear view mirror and I saw tears rolling down my face.
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The Girl Who Doesn't See
JugendliteraturRachel is a girl doesn't see who just doesn't see any point in life. She's a mute girl to her father, and she doesn't see what she's worth in others eyes. Ashton is new kid who lives in Rachel's neighborhood and he hates the fact that he had to lea...