Are We Meant To Be

The Fight and The Break Up

Dove POV
Why do you care it's my business I yelled to Ryan. I was texting a guy who was just my friend. Ryan seen one of the texts he sent me . He asked to see my phone but it's my private business. Even though I'm not cheating on him. Why won't you show me I wanna know he yelled back. You don't have to know everything I yelled back. So you're cheating on me he yelled. No I would never cheat on you I yelled back. Then show me the texts Chloe and I'll believe you he yelled. No you should trust me I yelled. Once I see them I won't judge you again he yelled. I'm not showing you my phone I said starting to walk out the room. He then grabbed my wrist really hard and pulled me back in. What the he'll ryan, why'd you do that I yelled. He then started trying to grab my phone. I tried to pull it away but he's stronger than me. He turned on my phone and went to my texts. I had a password but he knew it. He clicked the guy and scrolled to the first text. Give me my phone ryan I yelled trying to grab it. You wouldn't be worried if you weren't hiding anything he yelled. I tried to grab my hands and lifted it up on the air. He was a lot taller then me so I couldn't reach. That's when his face turned red and I got a little worried. What was fun last night he asked looming at me. He had rage in his eyes which made me back up. Answer me Chloe he said stepping towards me. It's none of your business I said quietly and he slammed my phone on the ground. I looked down at it and it was completely shattered. He then started walking towards me and I backed up. That's when my back hit the wall and I panicked. He continued walking towards me with rage in his eyes. Ryan please calm down I said nervously. He didn't say anything, he just continued walking. He finally was right in front of me and I really was scared. What did you do that was fun he asked again. I'm not telling you, it's my business I said. Although I wish I hadn't because he grabbed my face and made me look into his eyes. This is your last chance to tell me he said. Or what I asked. Are you gonna tell me what you we're talking about he asked. No for the last time I said. Fine he said and he walked over to the dresser. He started pulling his clothes out. What are you doing I asked him. You won't tell me so his voice trailed off. So what I asked. Dove we've had an amazing three years together he started. I knew what this meant, he was breaking up with me. But clearly this isn't working out he said. Your breaking up with me I asked. I felt tears for in my eyes. Yes, but you will always be in my heart he said. Please don't do this to me ryan I can't take it I said crying. He didn't say anythibg he just grabbed his suitcase. He stuffed his clothes in it and walked to the bathroom. He grabbed his toothbrush and other stuff. I'll tell you what I was talking about I said when he walked back into the room. It's to late now dove he said to me. He called me dove, he only does that in public. Why did you call me dove I asked him. We'll we aren't dating so I figured I'll call you by your public name. When he said aren't dating my heart shattered into pieces. He then put on his shoes and walked towards the door. I ran after him before he could get the door open. Please ryan don't leave me, i need you i begged. I could see in his eyes he was sad but he didnt show it. Im sorry dove but we just aren't meant to be. He kissed my cheek and walked out the door. I just dropped to the floor. Aren't meant to be kept repeating in my mind. How could he say that to me, I thought he loved me. I walked into the kitchen and picked up the house phone. I dialed his number and he actually picked up. Baby please don't leave me, I'm sorry I said crying. I can't talk I'm driving he said and he hung up. He sounded like he was crying. I tried to call him again but he must have blocked the number. By stress is worse now because of ryan leaving. This is around the time my dad died. Usually ryan would help me get through it but he is gone. I sat against the wall and put my head on my knees. I burst out crying and I couldn't stop. That's when I realized what I have to do. I grabbed a knife and walked into the bathroom. I pulled up my sleeve turned the sink on. I've never had to do this before. I've almost done it but I always chicken out. That's when I thought about Ryan and my dad. Ryan doesn't love you he left you. Your daddy left you to I said crying. I then brought the knife to my wrist and cut a line. It hurt but not as much as my heart does. Ryan POV
As soon as I got in my car I started crying. Her face looked devastated and she sounded so sad. As I was driving she called me. I just said I was driving and hung up on her. She sounded like she wanted to die. I drove to the airport and bought a plane ticket. It was to Illinois, I wanted to be far from her. I hope she will be fine. I got on the plane and hours later I was there. I got a hotel and watched tv. I was flipping through channels until I heard my name. I went back and seen it was about my break up. I seen the paparazzi swarming dove with tons of questions. They zoomed in on her wrist and they said she cut herself. Oh my God I said and kept watching. She got in her car and sped away. That's when my phone went off like fifty times. I seen people hating on me for dumping dove. I deleted my twitter and instagram so I didn't care. That's when an alarm went off on my phone. It said chloe's dark times and I knew what this meant. I had an alarm because I know dove gets upset at these times because of her dad. Shit I yelled because I just put more depression on her. That's why she cut herself, oh my God what if she dies. It will be all my fault. Oh well I don't care I liee to mgslef and delete every alarm for that. I looked at the background of my phone. It was dove crossing her eyes and her tonge out. I deleted it and went to my gallery. I deleted ever single picture of us or her. Except one picture of us together, I loved that photo to much to delete it. I put my phone down and I drifted off to sleep. Dove POV
I went out to buy a new phone and the paps found me. They asked where ryan was and I said we broke up. That's when a swarm of them came over with a reporter. That's when my sleeve went up. They all took pictures of the cut mark. I heard the reporter say Dove Cameron cutting herself after break up with Ryan McCartan. I just got in my car and sped home. I got my new phone out and grabbed my broken phone. I grabbed the memory card and put it in the new one. I logged into instagram and twitter. I had a bunch of notifications talking about me and ryan. O tetted that I was fine and I don't need ryan in my life. I knew this was a lie, I need ryan to survive. That's when I thought about what ryan said. We're just not meant to be, it jeot repeating in my head. I walked into the bedroom and layer on the bed. I then cried myself to sleep.