Are We Meant To Be

Filming and Friendship

Ryan POV
I'm driving to the set right now to start filming. I'm really happy that me and dove are the lead roles. Especially because we are love interests. And I read in the script that we get to kiss three times. I'm so excited to kiss her again, I've missed it. I arrived at set and got into costume. The first scenes we filmed weren't with dove. But the last two were, but they weren't romantic. That disappointed me a little but I got over it. Dove acted a little weird when she did the scenes with me. I tried to ask her what's wrong but she said nothing. I'm in my dressing room right now. I'm packing up so I can go home. I heard a knock at the door so I answered it. It was the director, he looked agitated. Why does dove have stitches on her wrist. And why won't she wear a short sleeve shirt he asked. Um well dove sorta has an um I hesitated. She has a what he asked. Can you come in I asked him. He nodded and I shut the door and sat across from him. We'll dove's dad died when she was fifteen. And normally I would help her with her depression. But when I left her it was around the time her dad died. She was so heartbroken she started cutting herself. And last week she was almost raped. She cut to deep and she started bleeding out. So I stitched it up, she just won't stop. I think if I never left her she wouldn't be like this I said. I felt a tear go down my cheek, I'm sorry to hear that ryan. Maybe we could try to get you guys back together he said. Did she do anything else while you we're gone. I showed him the picture of when she looked bad. Yeah she starved herself and didn't sleep I said. Ok I have an idea he said. How about we start filming faster. That way we get to the kissing scenes quicker he said. And try going out with her as friends. Gain her trust back he told me. Ok was all I said, these were actually great ideas. I don't know if I can stay friends though. But I do need her to trust me again I thought to myself. Well let's go film more scenes then he said. I got back into costume and we filmed more. The director whispered to me that next time we film we will do the romantic scenes. He also said it will be one of the three kisses. I got out of costume again and packed up my stuff. I walked out to my car and drove home to my apartment. I decided to asked about being friends with dove later. So after watching tv for a couple hours I was ready. I walked across the hallway and knocked on the door. She answered it with a smile, hey can I come in I asked. Sure she said and opened the door all the way. I walked in and sat down at the table. She sat across from me, I have a question I said. Sure ask away she said. I know you don't trust me to be your boyfriend again. But can we be friends I asked her. I don't see why not she said in a cheery voice. Weird she seems so happy, normally she's so sad. Why so suddenly happy I asked her. She blushed, because you're back she said. I actually kind of smiled at that response. I thought you don't trust me I asked her. Yeah but I still want to be friends. You make me feel safer. I need a friend like you, I mean you saved me twice she said. Her saying friend literally crushed my heart, I want to be her boyfriend. No I want her to be my soul mate. Do you think we will ever date again I asked her. Yeah we might she said looking down. But let's stick to friends for now she said. Ok well then you wanna go get ice cream as friends I asked her. Yeah she said and we walked to my car. We drove to the ice cream store and got chocolate in a cone. We sat down on a bench in the shade. So why did you decide to stop starving yourself and to sleep regular I asked her. Because, well I don't know she said looking down. How bad did I look she asked. I showed her the picture on my phone, she looked shocked. I really looked that bad she asked. I nodded. I checked my phone and it said six o'clock. Well we should probaly head home I told her. She nodded and I drove us back to our apartments. Before she went inside hers she gave me a hug. I could tell it was a friendship hug. I didn't care, at least she trusts me better. I walked into my apartment and just flopped on my bed. I fell asleep right away. Dove POV
Ever since ryan came back I have felt less depressed. When he is around I feel a lot safer. Oh no I can't be, that's not possible. Maybe it is possible, I think I'm in love with ryan again. No, he is gonna leave you again I thought to myself. I walked into the bathroom and grabbed a knife. I found an empty spot on my arm and cut a line. I wiped the blood off. I started to cry until I heard a knock. I pulled my sleeve down on my arm. They knocked again and I yelled hold on. I opened the door and I immediately knew who it was. Hey was all she said. What are you doing here I asked her in a shocked tone.