You only need some hope and faith

A kid was killed

She shooed me out of the classroom and she closed the door kill is a trigger weird probably something about..... I should write this down I thought so I grabbed a empty notebook I had just in case and wrote
Kill=trigger???
What could it mean????
I put my notebook up and walked to lunch.
When I got there I noticed that hope was sitting in the same spot "hope what ever you do never say k i l l" I whispered in case any adults heard "why" she asked "I talked to miss silly and tried to pry it out of her but she wouldn't tell me... Turns out something happened and now kill is her trigger word I'm not sure if every adult is like that to I know mom look sick when she hears it so I know something happened" I whispered "what do you think happened" she asked "I'm not sure I just know something bad like really bad happened" I whispered.

After lunch we headed to the gym "alright so today we are gonna do some laps so go get changed and line up to stretch" ms talla said we obeyed and ran to the locker rooms "so lucky hope what do you think the big secret pass is" I asked "meh I don't know I don't really think of the past until it comes to history but we don't really learn history here so not much to learning or thinking about the past" lucky said "I think your mom was in on this past to lucky I don't get how you two just sit back while someone probably was killed" I said "his name was Alex" lucky said "what" hope asked "Alex was a boy who lived here until bad people came and threatened us to tell them where someone was but we didn't know but they didn't believe us so they... They killed him because they didn't believe us" she said "oh my gosh I'm sorry" me and hope said and we hugged her "it's alright just... Everyone acted like it was totally normal even after he was killed.. Right in front of all of us" she said I pulled my notebook out and wrote down
Killing= normal
A kid was killed in front of everyone and they acted normal
Weird
Ps learn more about Alex
I looked at lucky "anything else" I asked "I'm not sure what happened to his dad after that but I THINK I remember his name being something like Dan... No don.... No.... Dom that's it" she said I nodded and wrote his name in the notebook "might not be much but hey any thing is better then nothing" I said they nodded then we got dressed.

We walked out of the room and we got in line then ms talla sent us off to do some laps I hate running but I used to do it for gymnastics and cheer so I'm kinda used to it and mom says it's important to stay fit not just for health but for safety.