For a while you start to think the everything has finally worked itself out. But that's not always the case. Your world, which is a happy and bright place, can all come crashing down because of a few bad thoughts. Like the fact that all your life you thought you were above averagely good at something, school for instance, and then you realize that no matter what you do or how hard you try there's always gonna be someone better then you.
These late night weekends are when I don't like being alone. Mainly because I start to think. Someone told me thinking is always a good thing, but it honestly depends on what you think about.
Right now in this moment my mind is filled with thoughts. Thoughts about how I may be losing my best friend. Thoughts of how the one person I thought started to love me is putting his walls up again. Thoughts about how im not above averagely good at anything. If anything I'm below average at everything.
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Spoken Writings
RandomThis isn't anything interesting. Just little drabbles and short stories or stuff I feel like writing. Could range from writing to how I feel (which no one's interested in) ;) Mainly a list of things for me to look back on and see how far I've come
