I'm not cruel. I'm not some monster who just does what they want without thinking about the feelings of those around me. I'm not some cruel person who just...doesn't care. I try not to, at least. Normally I can sympathize with someone and try to reassure them, but there's certain times where I can't put up with peoples pity parties.
I just can't take the blame over and over and over for someone's personal problems that I had nothing to do with! I can't keep taking the blame because then I let it all sink in and start to think that it may actually be my fault.
But I'm slowly learning that just because someone tells me that I'm the reason for all their problems or that I have something wrong with me doesn't make it true. I'm slowly, but surely, learning to love myself. Also learning to realize that I'm not always the bad guy.
I'm learning who to trust and hold close and who to let go.
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Spoken Writings
RandomThis isn't anything interesting. Just little drabbles and short stories or stuff I feel like writing. Could range from writing to how I feel (which no one's interested in) ;) Mainly a list of things for me to look back on and see how far I've come
