Ready to Run ✔️

Chapter 54

Celeste

I already missed him and I was halfway home. I'm sure he's woken up by now and read my letter. I feel like shit not letting him say goodbye but I didn't want to get him in trouble with his management. At least we had Skype but I bet we won't have that for long or Harry would be too busy. We can't text anymore even though I wrote his number somewhere. I just wanted to curl up in a ball and just stay in a ball for the rest of my life. We had a good thing for a while and then it got taken away. I wanted to kiss him so bad even though last night was filled with numerous amounts of kisses and love bites. My body had marks all over from him and I should want to cover them but I didn't. I wanted to remember him and the way he felt and how much he loved me. And that beautiful voice of his.

I found my car in the airport lot thanks to my dad. I threw my stuff in the back and got into the driver seat. Even this car had memories of us. I dreaded going home. That house had so many good times. I didn't wanna go to my mothers though. But, maybe that would be best.

Fuck, everything was so fucked up. I love him so fucking much. Telling him I wanted this to be over was so such a damn lie. I didn't want us to be over. Far from it. I was in love with his entire being but there wasn't much I could do because of his management.

I drove home and carried my things in the room that was Harry's. I didn't even bother changing clothes. I inhaled his shirt and took in the scent of Harry. Just pure him. I was already begging to see him, to feel his touch. I needed the taste of his lips to bring me back to the short amount of time we've had together.

I cried and cried as I laid in the bed and just picturing him. I was a mess and didn't even care. I just wanted to lay here for the rest of my life. I don't care about school or my future because of there was no Harry in my life, there was no future.

That's just the truth. He had became my life and my future. And now that he was gone I wasn't sure how or if I could move on.