paranoia.

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id like to be able to write another song
but to have something worth singing
first something would have to go wrong
im decent at finding words thatll rhyme
however i suck at finding words that are worth the time

i feel like its gone
my motivation to write
because i can tell you right now its 5:33 in the morning
and i look at this screen with despite

ive never been angry or even uneasy with what i compose
but i feel like every other line itd be easier if i just froze
my mind is drawing a blank

im scared of the words that appear in front of me
right now red is the only color i can see

why is it so hard to sleep?

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