Dark Sean

scared

Mark's pov

Sometimes jack scared me. His jealousy didn't even allow me to hug my best friend. "Mark." I winced when I heard his voice right next to me. "What? Am I not allowed to hug my best friend?" "Yes you are but..I'm just scared to lose you." "You won't." I slightly touched his hand as I went back to the fans. Jack was looking at me almost all the time and I was really uncomfortable with that. Specially infront of the fans. No one should know anything about us. At least not yet.

Time skip

It was almost midnight and I couldn't sleep. I started overthinking everything that was going on in my mind. What if I'm not good enough for jack? What if jack would leave me? Would he ever hurt me? What would the fans do if they would find out something? What would I do? Am I supposed to be with jack? A single tear ran down my cheek. The screen of my phone turned on. Matthias texted me.

Matt; hey mark. What was wrong with you and jack today?

Mark; I don't know...can I come over?

Matt; uhm yes

Mark; thank you

I slowly got out of the bed so jack wouldn't wake up and left the house. Matthias house wasn't far from mine so I decided to walk there. It was cold and I was wearing a t-shirt and short pants so I was really happy when matthias let me into his house.

Matthias pov

Mark was shaking when he came in. "What happened today and why are you wearing this?? It's so cold.". He sat down on my couch and look at his hands. "I didn't wanted to wake jack up and I am scared to lose him because I'm insecure..." I layed my hand on his back and smiled. "It's fine. You can have a boyfriend that doesn't make you feel insecure."

Mark's pov

Matthias smiled weird. "What do you mean?" He didn't answer me. He just took my face with his hands and kissed me. It all went way too fast for me. I pushed him away and jumped off the couch. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!"