Dark Sean

falling

Mark's pov

My face was covered in tears, my legs felt weak and my hands were shaking. There was no way that I could live without him. He was the only person that really understood me and now he was just gone. I never knew how it felt to lose a friend. "FUCK!" I screamed into the darkness. It wasn't even worth it. I wasn't even worth it. Jack would never take me back now. I started walking and got faster with every step. Soon I didn't know where I was at anymore. The darkness was following me everywhere and it slowly went inside my head. I wanted jack. I needed jack. I could barely see my hands in the darkness and I stopped when I heard water not far from where I was. A weird noice stopped me from breathing. It sounded like the ground under my feet was breaking and that was when I realized that I was standing right at the edge of the hill at the ocean.

Jack's pov

"Are you serious?! I fucking left him alone out there!! You know that he's an emotional wreck when it comes to these things!!" Matthias awkwardly smiled to the ground. "I'm sorry...I didn't thought about that.." I rolled my eyes and turned around. "Of course you didn't. You...uh whatever. I actually kinda liked you you know." I stepped outside and looked at Matt. "Are we gonna search him now or what?! Come on! What if he's hurt??" Matt nooded, closed the door behind him and followed me.

Time skip

We didn't talk at all. The night was quite and cold. I missed mark. I wanted to hold him. I wanted to kiss him and I wanted to never ever let go of him again. He didn't deserve my hate. He was innocent in every way. I was the idiot all the time and I made him feel bad. I hated me for that and I would never forgive myself if he was hurt. "Will you ever forgive me?" I took a deep breathe in and thought about it for a second. "Only if you promise to never do it again. You know that mark...loves...me." "Yes he does." We stopped when we heard someone scream in the distance.