HE WAS RIGHT

It's Hard

"You..Bella,you're an amazing sister ",Angela assured me I was in my room I rang Angela and told her about today so she came immediately "Did I do okay?I'm not sure. ..he is such a mess",I'm said "Bella I'll look over him we all will look over him he will be fine you did the right thing Harry will be proud",she said and there was a knock and in came Harry "Hazza,I...I..",and I broke down he came to me and held me up to himself as I sobbed on his chest "Bella don't be hard on yourself you did an excellent job I know how are you feeling but hey,look up",he lifted up my chin with his finger "you and nd dre re an amazing sister,I'm soo proud of you I somewhere saw it coming and as far as Luke is concerned Ashton told that the he and the boys are there for him",
"You told Ash.?",I chocked out "um..basically when I was leaving to come here Ash told me to assure you that he and the boys are there for Luke so don't worry he will be under him", she explained "Bella harry was soo worried for you he called me and said he feared you and Luke might go too far and you'll let him but I told him that you can make right decisions and thats what you did!",she beamed "but..I..love-", before I could finish my sentence harry cut in "Bella stop please you wanna go to the state in which you were ? You wanna go to the state where I was almost gone? Do you wanna go to the state where it was you or me being killed? Because if this happened again I'm serving my life again for you so it's better to stay away from these love matters ",Harry instructed "Is love a bad thing?",I asked "no,Bella falling in love is okay but recklessly falling gets you in trouble not every guy is meant for you",he said "it doesn't apply to Stella and Justin it doesn't apply to Angel or liam?",Is debated "Bella,that is what I told you not every person is for you and do you think Justin will ever hurt Stella ? Or liam will ever hurt Angela? Do you see that coming? Plus they aren't falling recklessly they are been ensured by their brothers and as far as I or Jay is concerned I don't think you're ready again its reckless",He said "Harry!Gemma Angela Bella Mum! Let's go dad is already in the car",Justin called "Bella we will talk about it later if you still want to talk stay near the girls",he said kissing my forehead and walking out "lets go",Angela said pulling me out
Everything is changed the girl who was always excited to see luke is scared and nervous..

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"WHAT!you..you refused WHY!",Stella freaked out after listening about today "guys ..you remembered what happened to her and Harry the last time yeah? ",Angela reminded "I dont want harry in danger again also I don't want to be heart broken it sucks ",I'd hardly said "Okay okay..no one is talking about this anymore after all you have us girls ",Jessica smiled and hugged me "Bella!",Justin called "Yep!",I called back as he walked in the room Hi girls! How is everyone?",He asked " oh! I didn't realize that Stella changed her name to EVERYONE huh?",Angela smirked
"Nice played Hemmings but I'm asking everyone in this room ",he said "everyone is good thank you",Jess replied "good oh yeah can I borrow my sister for a while? ",he said walking out and I followed him out of the room "Bella 3 things ..first why you crying?",he asked Shit!"oh yeah..Jay ermm the girls were talking emotional stuff that's it",ai made up "secondly you came early where is luke?its everything okay? Did something went wrong? "
and that was enough to piss me off I mean I'm not a 2 years old who have to answer stuff to parents "JUSTIN! Everything was okay!stop treating me like a kid come on im a 19 year old!",I said leaving a shock expression on his face "Chillax Bella. .We know you're 19,but still you are younger than us and taking care of sisters is the duty of brothers and even though Gemma is older tahn us we question her too I mean c'mon bells it's not a big deal",He said "Yeah, I'm. I'm sorry Jay ",
"No sokay thirdly I've got a good news as well as bad which one first? ",he asked God!will tge bad parts vanish somewhere life should be good and happy "bad first.",I said asked my heart started sinking "oaky so Brandon was seen in black pool today so it means ya all should be careful",he said oh I know it he was the reason I actually got to know Luke but I know I have to react "Shit!how?",that's all I managed to say "Dunno",he shrugged and continued "and for the good news UNCLE JEFF IS COMING TO LONDON!",he exclaimed and a big smile crawled across my face "Seriously! When?",I asked excitedly "Day after tomorrow ",after a loooonggg time finally!", he beamed his Justinish smile "Oh!im soo damn excited how much I missed everyone!",I squealed "it will be soo fun again!",he smiled

--------Dinner time-----
"Damn chicken !my favourite !",Zayn almost jumped it was his last dinner with us he is leaving tomorrow morning we all smiled at his craziness even though he is about to get married soon but he is still a kid by his heart ..heart..I looked up and realized Ashton and Luke weren't there I wish he is okay ..why does the past matters soo much?why can't we both be one forgetting everything the there was other things why people are dual faced why being heart broken is soo bad why love is so Complicated why-"Bells eat please don't worry",Angela whispered and I nodded "Hey everyone!",I heard Ashton I looked up from my plate and my heart nearly dropped luke was a mess!
"Hey Ash!luke ..bro ..What happened? You look...bad!",Niall asked stuffing his mouth "Erme. .ni..nothing but a head ache",he said looking down "eat first then get some medicine",Liam told as they both sat beside Calum a end Michael who passed a sympathetic smile to luke but he looked down why is he suffering? What did he do? And a lump started to form in my throat I stood up getting al the attention but I didn't care "I'm not feeling like eating just a stomach ache",I'd replied to question faces and ran straight to Jessica ' room and broke down "Bella",Angela came and hugged me for a while "Angel angel, look at him Why why is he suffering!?",I sobbed "Bella look at you why are you suffering huh? You haven't eaten anything but that breakfast you just keep on crying stop doing it to yourself if something happened to you will luke be able to forgive himself? Bella I know it's hard but you -", "you gotta eat",someone finished her incomplete sentence I glance at that direction and Luke was standing at the door my eyes started to get watery "Angel,can I talk to Bella alone?",he asked "I'll cover it outside everyone will be worried don't take long",she said and left I closed my eyes allowing the tears to slip out he reached out for my hand but I shrugged it away he sighed "Bella what's gotten into you? We use to hold hands as friends ",
he said "Luke. ..when a girl has faced monsters then she is afraid of her own shadow",I replied "Bella think clearly how?how can I hurt you?how can I be able to break you? ",he asked "you can't break me luke you can't break a thing which is already broken",I spat "what happened?",he asked "You don't wanna know",I said blankly and walked out.
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