Everything I Could Never Tell you

Chapter 5

This feeling, Its so kind and gentle and its building up inside me. He staring into my eyes and im looking right into his, Those green eyes, there enough to make me melt. Wait stop this. I dont want to be feeling this. I dont want to fall in love with someone. I will just get hurt. I always do. But maybe this feeling is saving me.. from the demon that lies in my chest.

"Hello?" He say waving his hand infront of my face I realize the stickers that were all over his body were gone.

"Oh. Im Breane.. Bre." he looks much older than I am. I dont want to ask

"You have gorgeous eyes." he says staring into them 

"Thank you, Yours are quite intriguing aswell"  He now has shifted over analyzing my face. Probably wondering how old I am after tat sentence.

"What school do you to?" he asks

"wait im guessing the all girls school" he says looking at Marias sweater. 

"Yes, where do you go" I say glaring into his eyes

"I go to St.Mikes, My father went so he made me go" he explains exposing his dimples

"That Sucks" I say smiling.

"How old are you?" he nearly screams as if hes been holding it in the whole time.

"Im turning sixteen in January" I say looking a bit uncomfortable

"Oh Im seventeen.. aha not far off" he says scooting closer to me. My phone beeps and I pull it out. Luckily it was just a twitter notification.

I look up at him and his eyes are wide looking at my phone. please God tell me Natalie didnt send me nudes.. he speaks before I can look down

"You have the new IPhone 5s?" He says looking up to me. Thank god

"Um Yeah" I say looking down at it. My dad got it for me on Halloween to make it up to me for missing our weekly family dinner. Well Its always just the two of us witch made it worse.

"do you always it this fast?" he says laughing and exposing those dimples. Oh crap. I didnt realize how Hungry I really was.

"I guess I didnt realize how much of an apatite i built up." I laugh Now realizing how full I am after literally inhaling a funnel cake. i groan and grab my stomach

"You dont look to good" he says as worry crosses his face. 

"well I did just eat a funnel cake in less than 3 minutes, I would be surprised If I dont throw up" I smile

He laughs and I try to join him. Looking at him laugh made me feel better. He sat up and turned around so he could look at me. He rubbed the back of his neck and looked up at me.

"Um.. I was wondering if maybe I could get your number?" he says now smiling and flaunting his dimples. 

"Sure" I laugh and we exchange phones. He has the iPhone 4 with a black case. Typical I guess. I put my number in his phone and he does the same. When I hand back his phone and his does the same. I look around, now noticing that almost every girl is glancing over at our table either Drooling over the boy i am exchanging numbers with or giving me dirty looks and death stares.

"Well I should really get back to the exhibits but Ill text you" I say getting up.

"Ok, dont forget' he says laughing and walking away with his other friends The day goes by quickly. I really dont want to text him until before bed. It is now eight so I think Ill call Maria. 

We talk on the phone for an hour until I decide to get some sleep "alright dont let the ratchet hoes bite" she finishes off our conversation with. She really is one of my good friends. As I pull my phone infront of my face I see that I got a text  from Harry. I reply with a simply "Hey". we both made small talk until He fell asleep. 

My feelings have taken over everything. I know if I didnt have feelings towards this person I wouldn't give him the time of the day. what if he has a girlfriend. Or he doesn't like me. Oh my god what am i doing? I just met him. Im acting quite naive. Im almost grown up and I need to start thinking about my future. Not about falling in love and getting destroyed. 

I fell asleep and dreamt about him. why why why