It's Monday so My dad doesn't get home till about 9. I really am Ok with being alone. I can imagine im going to be alone most of my life so I should get used to it. Its only Four and I have no clue what to do. I change into sweats and a t shirt and tie my hair back. I grab my laptop and Try to do some online shopping. Since my dad is away most of the time he gives me a credit card and puts loads of money on it. Im not complaining. Its now after Six and im getting quite tired. I go downstairs and look for food.
I decide to eat a pogo stick. While its heating I sit down on the floor and think
maybe its not that I dont like talking to people about my feelings, but infact I cant because I cant trust anyone and frankly, no one cares. Its terrible to think that there are people out there just like me, or even have it worse but I do long for someone to talk to...
*DING DONG* I stand up Togo answer the door. I hear the microwave beep but im more interested into whose at the door.
I open thedoor and my mouth nearly falls to the ground. Its Riley. He and I used to be best friends until he started to like me and Kyle made me promise to never talk to him again... and I didnt.
"Hey.. um .. well I saw you at the subway station today and I couldn't say hi"
he goes on but I stop him.
"ovcoarse you couldn't say hi" I said a bit more rudely than I intended it to be.
"you know Kyle, He would beat me up If I even looked at you"
"Kyle and I dont even talk anymore but whatever thats the past" I say now looking into his eyes.
"look Il just go" he says walking away
"what the fuck?" I say under my breath and close the door.
I eat my pogo and get to tired to go on and Try to head to bed. as I change into shorts I trip over a box in my closet. I curse as I sit down and open the box. In it there are notes hundreds of pages of notes that clearly state
"Everything I could never tell you"
I remember I used to make these. They were things that I would do think say or feel but I could never talk to anyone about it, so I wrote it down. I bring them into bed with me and read them until I fell asleep. Tonight was the first night in ages I fell asleep without over thinking and breaking down. it was quite nice.
That night I dreamt that someone was chasing after me. and soon getting closer and closer until I woke up. Full of sweat and out of breath. I really dont understand this.
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Everything I Could Never Tell you
Fanfic"Three Years, Three Years Until you can leave and never look back. Until than, Your stuck in a black hole that seems to be hovering over hell" Bre has no Idea that this, This is just the start Bre is just a normal teenage girl who feels alone. But...
