Everything I Could Never Tell you

Chapter 10

"To loose someone you never had" I guess thats how im going to sum up this whole situation. I have been sitting in bed all weekend trying to find the right quote, Yeah pretty dumb but there is nothing wrong with a little words of wisdom. Anyways Harry didnt even try to call me so I guess I need to get over this. "Hello?" I heard a familiar voice behind my door. "Come in" I say, still laying on my bed. "are you gonna come to school today? Or, are you going to sit around and sulk all day" It was Natalie. A smile grew on her face "Btw, its dress down day, Whatcha gonna wear?" she asks sitting on my bed. Shit I have no clue. I walk over to my closet and look for something. I slipped on a pair of highwaisted jeans and a Crop top. After finishing my hair and makeup I put on a grey bennie and put my converse and jacket on. "Finally" Natalie said as we left my house. 

Wallking down to the bus was chilly, good thing I packed my scarf. As we met up with everyone else I noticed someone was wacthing me. But Rosie was passing around a picture of he new boyfriend And I couldint help but notice how beautiful he was. Getting o the bus was a hassle, of coarse, but I managed. after sitting down I could still see someone looking at me so I griped Natalie's hand and turned around only to find the boy, The one who drives me crazy but also the one who played me. as I kept starring and didnt know witch feature I loved the most, His Dimples, His green eyes, That curly hair or those tattos. I noticed I exceeded my limit or staring and looked away. Why do I do this to myself. I have that feeling in my stomach now, the one that only goes away one you eat a gallon of icecream. How cliche of me, but its true. 

Today was a shit show. 

The morning was quite interesting when Natalie tried to explain to our English teacher why her phone was out. Of coarse she failed terribly witch ment the whole class had to suffer for atleast an hour of her giving us a lecture on how Social Media has taken over. Lunch was actually quite relaxing, Everyone fell asleep so I decided to read a bit. The afternoon is what really hit the spot though. 

"and whats this?" Clara and steph walked up to my locker and took the photo of harry and I and held it. I really did hate those two. "Boyfriend?" she asked giving me a smirk. I dont like to fight fire with fire so I simply shook my head and gave a smirk. "Good he looks to good for you, I mean look at those tattoos. and that curly hair, The too die for green eyes and those sexy dimples. " she gave a smile my way. This really drew the line for me. "They are quite nice" I said grinning. "Oh and a tip, He loves when girls have soft hands to hold." I slammed my locker on her hand purposely. I held mine up to her and Clara "It turns him on." 

And that leaves me to now, I am sitting in my room with friends of Harry's in witch I have just met. "OK so your Zayn, Niall , Liam and Louis?" I said pointing at them. "Yes" Liam responded laughing. "Ok so If I may ask., why are you here?" I say looking confused. "Well its about Harry actually, Um well we dont want you to get hurt" Zayn almost blurted out. I shot him a look of confusion. "Harry is not really a kind of guy who gets attached." Niall pointed out. "and do you guys sit down like this with all of the girls he sleeps with?" That came out wrong. "You slept with him!?" Louis shouted. " Get real, Do I look like I would sleep with Harry?" I said squinting my eyes. " Thats exactly why we wanted to talk to you, You just seem so diffrent than the girls he goes for it was weird." After Talking to them for a few more hours they left and I headed up to bed. Harry was a reall dick. But what caught my eye was when Louis told me something about when he was young, and there was an accident between him and someone else. Thats why he is the way he is. Its not really my busines anymore. I really am trying to get him out of my mind, my thoughts, my LIFE! but I guess a good start is deleting and taking down our pictures.