window thoughts | kk ; kt

2am

2am

i still remember seeing you cry. it wasn't the first time, but it was the first time you cried in my arms. you weren't just crying next to me, nor were you crying on my shoulder. you sobbed in my warmth as you buried ty face into my bare chest.

as soon as you mumbled those agonizing words, i knew something wasn't right.

you really know how to break my heart, but you were the only one who could fix it.

after that incident i remember taking you to a therapist — you walked in the room with tears in your eyes. that was the first and last time i ever let you go back in there.

remember kenma?

after that we went to the park, and i kissed you like no one was watching. even though many people were but i couldn't give a single fuck.
i loved you so much, and i still do.

it's really weird, how someone so far away from me, can make me feel alive and loved than other people right next to me.
that's true love. you're true love.

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ohmygod!
i forgot to tell you,
i got a pikachu!!
it was at the same park where we kissed for the first time. i was crying as i caught it, everyone was staring at me (again).

and of course i named it after you.
i felt like i accomplished the only thing i cared about in life now, a pikachu.

kenma the pikachu.

hey,

i can tell you're smiling.

even when you're millions of stars away from me,

i can tell you're smiling for me.