i don't know why i am scared to tell the world who i am. most of my friends know and some of my family do too. so why am i scared to tell the rest of the people i love who i am. maybe it's because i'm scared they will change their view of me. maybe they will leave. it's kinda like that fall out boy song that says " i wanna scream 'i love you' from the top of my lungs. but i'm afraid that someone else will hear me." i want to say it. i don't really want to keep it in and hide it but i'm scared. and i do understand that i don't have to say it to anyone but myself but i still find myself wanting to say it. wanting to tell all those people.
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idk i was just having a weird mental health day and a long car drive yesterday so this happened.
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Acak*Not a fic* A book of random thoughts. Probably late night, silly, dumb, emotional,etc, thoughts. You don't have to read it. It's just for me to have a place to write stuff I guess. I might delete this after a while who knows. *May have typos an...
