you don't own me

10

song tip: obsessions - marina and he diamonds (not bc of the lyrics but bc of the atmosphere of the song its so gr e at)

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"nervous?" sugawara smiled as he adjusted a strand of oikawa's hair.

"nope, just excited to get out there," he smiled at the silveret. "and to see natsu out there."

"he's a great father, isn't he?"

"he is," oikawa chuckled. "he may not realize himself, but he teaches her the most valuable things i could never have taught her myself."

"i'm glad he found love," sugawara told him. "you both deserved it."

"i was worried that things would go downhill again, as they usually do... but things are perfect."

-

"nervous?" kuroo smirked, adjusting his own tie.

"i've never been this nervous in my life."

"don't worry, man, your vows are the most romantic shit ever, and that man adores you. it's gonna be the best day of your life."

"sugawara's your date, right?"

"yep," kuroo grinned. "he's so dominant sometimes, it scares me."

"he's a great guy. i hope you two will be happy."

"today's not about hoping for my relationship, it's about sealing the deal with yours," he laughed. "now, they need you out there."

"yeah," ushijima said, taking a deep breath. "do i look okay?"

"you look fantastic, darling," kuroo said sarcastically. "no, seriously. you look good. now go marry him."

"you're the least reassuring person i have ever met."

"glad to be of service," he chuckled, pushing ushijima out of the door.

-

he was positive that he was shaking. glad that he was the one in the black suit, he prayed for no sweat stains to pop up, because fuck he was probably sweating as well. he was also probably bruising his lip by biting it repeatedly.

the room was filled with not too many people - just their closest friends and direct family, but enough to make a crowd. and they were all looking at him.

he calmed down a bit when natsu - their flower girl - walked down the aisle. she grinned at him. he smiled back, remembering when she was still a little girl. she was still small, but she sure as hell had grown.

oh god, he thought, what if i slip up?

people continued to appear - but it all passed in a blur. he just wanted oikawa to stand beside him. maybe then he'd calm down.

oikawa stepped out finally, and ushijima felt his breath being stolen.

he looked amazing, in a white suit, which complimented his fresh tan after their vacation to spain. his hair was absolutely perfect. and above all, the smile on his face was unforgettable.

he felt himself tear up. because today, oikawa was going to officially was his. it wasn't just the day of a ceremony, it was the day that he became a husband and a father.

he never thought this was what he wanted, but he wanted nothing else. he knew oikawa loved him for him, not for his money - something he had always been cautious about. he knew natsu accepted him as a father, not just as another figure in her life, and she loved him the same as oikawa.