Opaque metal,
Gentle touch.
Bring me release,
To bleed out as much
Frustration and hate and
Self loathing that I know.
Just leave me alone.
I'll be fine.
The biggest lie I've told this time.
Of all time.
And no one would know
About all these inner loathings
Until it was too late...
So slit my wrists
Let the crimson waters
Claim what is so rightfully theirs;
A weak soul
So dilute it vanishes with the pull of a plug
And never returns to its bleak existence.
For when love and acceptance
Are too much to ask
Of even one individual;
It's time to seek haven
In worlds above
Where the glisten of welcoming arms
Beckons softly.
We've been called weak and pathetic
So many times before
By those who have no understanding
Of the emotional wreckage
We sift through each day
To try and find some sort of light;
To feel as if we actually belong.
To feel as if we could love
And in turn feel love.
Even if we know deep inside
That the mere idea is pure fantasy
To keep our eyes
(Once so bright)
From fading into nonexistance
And as mine continue
To fade out of sight
As the liquid release
Finally solves my suffering
As this world flickers out
Of my vision
And is replaced by charming darkness;
Please just kiss me,
Close my eyes
And lay me down to sleep
I'll be fine
Just leave me here
To sink into the deep.
