Chapter 5- Realisation

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It was the rest of the week until Sebastian got better and was back in the asylum but strangely he wasn't disheartened to return which was surprising. If I was in his situation I would be happy to get away from a cell. A lot confused me  about Sebastian. Why did he blush so hard when I went up to him in the hospital? Why did he stand up to Claude because he thought I was going to get hurt? Why did he say he wasn't going to let me get hurt? Why did he even care? Something clicked into my head. Did Sebastian like me? I quickly brushed away the thought,hoping its not true but it made sense sadly. God it'll be hard to face him without thinking he likes me but my job is my job. I tried to clear my mind of it altogether until I heard a knock at my office door. It was Sebastian, standing there with his usual smirk projected onto his face. He didn't sit down but instead strode next to me and messed up my hair again. I flattened it down as he got to close for comfort. He leant down and whispered in my ear, sending chills down my spine "Thank you for visiting me I didn't know you cared that much, I guess I underestimated you". He flashed me his usual smirk as I wrote down notes. He looks at the notes and looks up at me in confusion."Why are you taking notes?"."Its my job, ya know I could get you out of here, I can see your depression but since it doesn't seem to effect you enough to be here I think you can easily get out". I broke my formal composure then.

Sebastian's POV

D-did I hear Ciel correctly? No I refuse to believe that he was going to request for me to not be a patient. I would never see him again. What do I do? I bowed my head and I felt as if I was going to cry until I was taken aback by someone hugging me. I looked down and saw Ciel, the perfect boy was hugging me."This is so unprofessional but you seemed like you needed it". He pulled away from the hug and he cleared his throat. My blush was way to visible as alarms ringed in my head. I know that Ciel had seen but he didn't react."So Sebastian,care to tell me why you were on the brink of tears?". The alarms rang to a deafening tone yelling "RUN YOU IDIOT WHY ARE YOU JUST STANDING THERE RUN". I listened to  my brain and I run from Ciel's office.

Back to Ciel's POV

Sebastian ran from my office after asking him why he was almost in tears. Was it something I did wrong? I ran after him. Damn he's so fast. I reach for his wrist and grab it as firmly as I could. He topped running and turned to face me.I breathed heavily as my asthma kicked in.I pull out my inhaler before I speak."What the hell is your problem I'm trying to do my job and you just run?!". I had lost all patience and snapped at him. He looked down at me in shock and guilt."I'm so sorry Ciel. I know you just trying to do your job but your the reason I was on the brink of tears back there I just couldn't tell you".I stood there in shock. He seemed to loose all of his confidence. Maybe he needed this place after all. "Well from this display I can see that you need this place but I'm making it my priority to rid you of your problems". At that I walked off to my office. Thoughts rushed into my head as his words echoed in my head. "Its because of you". That night all I could think about were those words and what they possibly meant. I'm smart but I know nothing about people. I decided to leave it till tomorrow and I went to sleep.

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