Addicted to Love<333

Chapter 11: The Past

I just bought a treadmill (i hate working out a gyms), and it arrived today, so i brought it upstairs (Which by the way was extremely hard to do cause it weighed a ton, so i got my friend to help me, im lucky he's strong and he owed me a favor) So he helped me build it, and you should have seen my mothers face when she walked into my room. It was classic:) The songs name in this chapter is For everything a reason by Carina Round.

Ps: i tried to make this long.

so back to the story:

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Chapter 11: Fierce's P.O.V

The drive to Sarah’s day care center was quiet. Mark kept sneaking glances at me, which I found weird. Did I have something on my face? Wow, that was a clichéd thought. I turned on the radio, and flipped through the channels and of course there was nothing but commercials or crappy dance music. I was about to turn the radio totally off, when I heard a song that I haven’t heard in awhile. A song that brought back bad memories.

 ‘And so they say lord, for everything a reason

For every ending a new beginning

Oh so they say baby, for everything a reason

And so they say baby, for everything a reason

And those who loved before will be brought back together

Yeah those who loved before will be brought back together

And so they say baby, for everything a reason

And so they say baby you will be brought..

...brought back to me

I saw you leaving, I saw the light go out

I saw you leaving

I saw you leaving

And so they say lord, for everything a reason

My house is haunted by rotten desire

And on my skin left the scent of indignation

And so they say baby, for everything a reason

Don't call me back, I had everything I needed

For every lie, honey, the truth lay underneath it

Oh so they say baby, for everything a reason

And so they say baby, you will be brought...

...brought back to me

I saw you leaving, I saw the light go out

I saw you leaving

I saw you leaving

Come back to me’

This is the song that played in my room, as I killed myself in my bathroom. I ripped out of Mark’s car door, when we stopped at a red light. I couldn’t take, I ran blinded. All I heard was screams and the truck slamming against my parents’ car, crushing their only chance of survival. As their lives drifted further and further away, the closer I got to them. The sound of how relaxing the water sounded as it poured out of the faucet. How peaceful it felt, when my body finally slipped into oblivion. I ran through the streets, passing the curious bystanders that were surely mocking me, whispering horrid things like they knew my past.  

FLASHBACK:

I didn’t go to their funeral; I refused to believe they were gone. It was two months later, and I have yet to say goodbye.