I'm not allowed to but I don't give a fuck
Shea Mavis 16 year old sophomore moves to new Jersey from Florida because of her mom's job
She meets Devin and they develop a friendship
If they are just friends than what's not allowed ?
Maybe it's beca...
Trust something I don't do very often but if I give you my trust just for you to break best believe you're dead in my mind
For the past few days everything has been weird Hailey is being different I have grown closer to Janelle and I caught Hailey for the third time this week talking to the bimbos let's exclude Mandi I actually like her
But through all this me and devin haven't changed we have gotten closer actually
Right now we are rehearsing closer our duet we have already did our solo songs
"Okay so devin your the whole first part of the song I come in during the second part okay let's go." I said
After practicing~
"I have something to tell you Shea you might get mad." He said
"What is it."
"I'm thinking of getting back together with Mari." He said to me am I hearing this right
"Okay so the whole reason you broke up is because she doesn't know how to be faithful and she annoys you but you wanna do that all over again on my life you're a dumbass." I said he looked at me
"Okay hold up it doesn't matter we have our problems so what but I actually love this girl so you can shut up why did I even tell you I don't need your opinion your just THE FUCKING NEW GIRL WHO I THOUGHT WAS FINE AS FUCK I JUST WANTED TO GET IN YOUR PANTS I WAS NEVER YOUR FRIEND IM SURPRISED YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT." He said laughing at the end I felt my heart shatter
"I-uh- I have to go." I cried running out his house my mom dropped me off fuck I started walking
Out of nowhere it started raining
"Just my luck." I sighed
I should've known no I did know I just didn't listen Hailey told me he was a fuck boy but I didn't listen to her it's not like I wanted to date him I just really thought I found a friend
I reached my house soaked my makeup smeared my sister saw me she screamed my name I tuned her out I went to my room and locked it
I got a call
Shea ~Devin leave me alone i-
Jack~Hi Shea this isn't devin it's jack I just was gonna call and check up on you you don't sound to good are you okay
Shea~ it's nothing I'm fine
Jack~ I have learned that when a girl says I'm fine she doesn't mean it but look I won't bother you about what it is I'll just make you feel better let's go out tomorrow you know hangout I heard about the fair
Shea~ fine I'll go but it would be after I get my car
Jack ~ that's fine how about we drive in that ?
Shea~ I was about to ask that
Jack~ haha I have to go but you cheer I want you to be happy not sad your not allowed to frown when your with me
Shea~ jack I promise okay I'll talk to you later text me
Jack~ alright bye
I hung up laying down my smile turned into a frown as I started crying again I can't believe today happened how do I face school after this the I got a face time I had tears pouring down
"Omg what does everyone want." I cried answering
"WHAT?" I said loudly
"Shea you actually answered."
"I don't have time for you anymore devin." I said getting ready to hang up
"No please let me explain okay I'm sorry u didn't mean what I said okay fuck lying I meant about the fucking part it was a dare but I actually Started liking you I don't want us to end please." He said I just stared at him crying
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"No I'm sorry we can't be friends you lied to me I trusted you I have never gotten attached to someone like I have with you an I'm broken I'm shattered and I'm done don't call me don't talk to me anymore after the concert bye." I hung crying more
"It's true you don't get attached." Sydney said standing I'm my door way
"What do you want." I said softly
"To go kick his ass and cut off his penis but for right now comforting my sister sounds a lot more calm." She said sitting down hugging me i hugged back
"So you heard what happened." I asked she nodded
"Lexi heard everything she called me right when you came in the house she is probably beating his ass right now she quote on quote told me 'he has never looked at a girl like he does with Shea he used to hoe around he is so used to toying girls because of that Mari girl let's him but she changed him he said he looks at her like she's fragile and night break then after she yelled at him he said he fills empty without you and you are the one person he wants to talk to right now but he can't." She explained
"Wow." Was all I could say
"Also that Mari thing is nothing he is just attached because the were each other's first you know." He said wiggling her eyebrows
"Uh I didn't want to know that." I said letting a small laugh escape my lips "you kinda made me feel better." I smiled at her
"It's my job when mom's not here." She said kissing my forehead "I'll order some food and get you ice cream." She said
"My life saver." I said
"It's what u do best." She sassed strutting out the room
