Depressed & Left

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Devin

5 months  , 6 weeks , 4 hours , 37 minutes, and 42 seconds ...43 ..44 seconds

Since she left and when she left she took everything that I loved with her it left me mentally unstable I quit the gang moved into a extended stay hotel room

I knew she would be having the baby soon and I wouldn't be there for it I didn't know what gender my child was should I even call it my child since I disowned it

My phone dinged I groaned it was probably Carlos or Jacob Ryan again and I didnt care my life is done for

I opened the message

The tears threatened to fall it was my baby Shea was holding my child in her hands in that hospital bed I wasn't there though I wasn't there to see him be born but she looks happy

And I'm gonna leave it that way she deserves happiness while I sit home depressed and left

I called her number this might be stupid but it's worth a shot

"Hello devin." She said I could hear she was tired

"Shea he is beautiful....please come back home." This was a one shot thing

"No."

"Plea-"


"I can't keep doing this when to people love each other they put all their love heart and trust into making it last or to better we are just fatal

We don't belong we are two different people from two different worlds we live separate lives and after today we can't live another day pretending that this is okay because it's not and I have no more tears to shed and neither should you everything happens for a reason sometimes I wonder how you were mischievous I turned crazy and that mix  made us both insanely In love ...I tried with you I tried so hard you did this to us I didn't leave when times got low and slept around no I left when there was no other way you didn't even show any sympathy I'm just done okay."

I heard the dial tone

She was really gone ....this was the end

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This is the end ...

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A Rode To The Sky

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