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We just walk until to the backstage in a minute they will be performing which im excited about it because its my first time seeing someone perform like im just in the back of the stage and look at how near they are to me
"Okay guys be ready" jet said (there manager)
My phone vibrate so i get it out and look who messages, its alice
(A- Luna, W- Alice)
W- hey where are you now?
A- here backstage gonna watch i see stars
W- Really? wow well have fun remember your merch stand okay?
A- Yes maam
I put my phone back in my pocket and i jump a bit because devin was already on my side i rest my head on his arms he put up my head put his arms around my shoulder and he put back my head on his body and i hug him, I close my eyes for a bit and just feel the feeling that i have in my body like im fangirling to this man, He is so sweet i just can't its like his luke, he act like luke... that's why they are bestfriends and im about to jump in happiness oh my god they are both sweet im just so done why they do this... Does devin have girlfriend? hm... let's not talk about that
"Okay guys go now" jet said
I open my eyes devin look at me and i look at him we both smile
"Have fun handsome" i hug him one last time before he go to stage
"You have fun watching me" he let go the hug and hold my hand he get his mike
We both run up and i just stay at the back of the speaker, i look at how they start the show... how this will end probably great, awesome, full of happiness
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They got done and i need to listen to there song and i need to learn more of them and oh my god i need to know them really really really really need to know them i will search them up later devin got done and he just smile at me and hold my hands he is sweaty devin pass the towel so i got the towel he gave his microphone to alexis his sweating so much, I just started wiping his arms because its sweaty
"Devin stop walking im gonna wipe your sweat" i told him
"Wipe it later" devin said
"You pissed?" i question him
"No just tired need to sit a bit and drink water" he said
"So this happen to you all the time?" he nodded
We keep walking until we got to his bus he sit i go to his fridge and give him water, I wipe his sweat and he just breath while i wipe his sweat i sit beside him and he take off his shirt and wipe it on his body i just look at my phone like i dont mind but inside of me i just... shush luna shush... i look at the time its still not time for me to open the merch why is the time so slow today?!
"hey" he move more closer to me and he put his arms around me
"yesh?" i close my phone screen and look at him
"What are you gonna do before you open your merch stand?" he just look straight to my eyes
"well go to luke's bus i promise we two will go there"
We just look at each other and next thing we know our face is inches away until our lips touch but we distance ourselves again because someone get in the bus, i bite my lip while looking down and look up who is the person who got in its just his band mates, They are laughing, i look at devin i whispered to him he have lipstick on his lips, he just lick his lips and bite it i just look away that's my weakness boys who lick there lips or even bite there lips
I don't know why i have this feeling in me that im having some feelings for devin even though i just knew him just today its just the same as what i felt on luke am i easy to fall? well why did i not feel this to andy or to hayden or to anyone that i met just the two of them my mind is fucked
"Hey luna" i look who is talking to me its dakota
"Yish?" i smile
"You look like busy thinking something wanna share it?"
"Its a secret" I giggle
"That giggle make me think its not a secret spit it out gorgeous" dakota said
"Naaah" i stick my tongue out
I look at devin he is looking at his phone screen i think his scrolling he is rubbing my back to using his thumb and damn it, it made me think i wanna... shit shut up luna shushh
Im so confuse on what i feel im so done to this feeling why this comes around to the boys i think who is attracted but like i am attractive to them that can make me speechless like i can tell or explain what i want to say about how they look or anything this is the most weird thing i have for real
Devin put his face closer to mine "Im just gonna take a bath stay there" he whispered and he quickly kiss my cheek and stand up
I just got shock on what he just did i am just so really speechless... This is what i am talking about boys who can make me just go speechless like shit im so done with this im just gonna shut it up and let it take over my fucked brain oh my god help me out im in serious situation i didn't mean to feel this thing please no no no
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