A/N:
Sorry for if it looks like it has no space i just don't know why is it like that i'll fix that as soon as possible, Sorry (again) if im having errors like wrong grammar or wrong spelling maybe i just overlook so i don't see it and i again sorry if im always late updating, Hope you enjoy the story, Comment any suggestion or anything vote this story it means a lot to me and please support this shitty story again have fun
-Ash
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We got out so some of the times we should be far away for there music video i mean by we, Me and devin, We need to be far away from each other because his doing a music video which its easy to keep a secret but i do some short video of devin doing something or whatsoever swear to god they are the coolest band like i mean behind and front of the camera they are the same they are hyper sometimes not like me
Now me and devin are walking we are quiet i don't know why maybe i should start or no i don't know for real i suck at this silence its not awkward though its more good its not awkward sigh relief
"So about yesterday um... why you didn't message me back?" devin question me
"Its a long story" i look at him
"Its okay i can have a lot of time for this at the moment we are just waiting for our turn" devin said he sit so i sit too
"Well its about me and luke" i look away from him and sighed
"What happen?"
"Me and luke fight about how jealous he is when im around you its like i make more time with you than him and i can't like ughh its because we two confess our feelings back then its warped tour too i just dont remember what year but that we confess but we didn't cross the line we stayed as bestfriends and that's all the day we got far away from each other i just saw his instagram he had a new girlfrind which i got hurt because i thought he don't have a feelings for me i thought that is just a joke but his serious about it his just confuse who to choose but he chose his girlfriend today but the thing is he is still jealous when i have someone or when i have a boy with me" i hug my legs "I just wish i can live free and be happy not always happy sad happy sad there is always a consequence" i rest my head on my knees
"That always happen luna, Well if i were you i will go to luke and talk to him if you want i can go with you i just want this thing to clear and you two be back as bestfriends, You know yah let's do that its for your own good luna" he stand up
He put his hand out for me to hold it so i hold it and stand up I walk with him silently, I really wish its easy to fix everything but this always happen so i should be not mad at this things or have a bad mood about this Ughhh my life is fucked
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We are in the word alive bus telle is on my left side and devin is on my right side luke is sitting at front of me i look at him and he don't look at me, This is just making me want to run away and just hide because this is not making me feel want to go out and be proud of myself i did this, Why do i need to have a fucked up life for seriousness?!
"Luke you know we already talk about this if luna have someone like a boy beside him, You should be happy atleast you know the boy you know his attitude and everything be happy she is safe why do you need to be jealous? you have a girlfriend you mind her and treat her as your girlfriend not luna because luna is just your bestfriend" telle said
"I am happy she is someone who i know but i just can't help it, I just can't stop this feeling and just fucked my day... maybe i should have a day off... No ugh fuck maybe i just need to at least breath or just mind my business and let her do what she want" luke rest his face on his palm
"That's what im telling you for the millionth time luke wake up you have a girlfriend its not luna its syd" telle said
Luke sighed "Yah yah yah okay its syncing in my mind now" he rub his semi bold hair "Okay its gone that feeling is gone maybe everything is gone and all i can feel to you is" he looks at me "my bestfriend" he cup my face "Im sorry if i let you feel like you're trapped im letting you go, Im letting you love someone im sorry if i cant do what i promised but im here for you okay?" i nod, he kissed my forehead and look at me in my eyes then he smiled so i smiled too
"Thank you" i cup luke's face and kiss his forehead i look at him and smile then we let go
We talk for a bit so it will not feel awkward then later on we got out and i look at my phone there is no message from alice for the first time well this happens to me and alice a lot like when she met luke we did have a fight i just go with the flow and have fun with devin while i can and i want to know him more like his attitude and everything i have so many questions im just scared to talk about it because you know its a past questions
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Minutes later devin just play the stage now were here on my merch stand alice is standing she is so quiet and looking at devin like she's gonna melt devin why do she need to do that a lot? at first to luke next to my ex boyfriend now to devin is there something wrong about our relationship? is there anything i need to know? this is stressing me out i'll tell this to devin later what i feel
Skip for a bit...
I just focused on my fans and when im almost done devin and alice wasn't around so i just keep continuing maybe they are just getting to know each other so i keep on talking and do pictures whatever they want i will do it if they told me to do backflip i will do it
Later on:
I got done devin looks like his mad also alice so i just go done and i told to my manager i will be back to the bus just wait for me then me and devin go start walking
