Mindless Forever (On Hold)

Chap 4

Loren: Cryptic

Although my performance has been better wth Jaston around. I felt so empty without him. I'm in my bunk, trying to fall asleep. I know I can't, not without him.

Jaquan: Jaston

I walked to the back of the bus and saw Loren awake and crying. I sat next to her and she sat up. I wiped her tears, "How often does this happen Loren?..."

She sighs, "Every night since the break up..." I sighed, "I still don't trust myself with you..." She made me look at her and kissed me. "But I trust you with me.."

I smiled lightly, "I love you, Cryptic." She smiled and laid her head on my chest, "I love you too, Jaston." I kissed her again  and smiled. She soon fell asleep in my arms.

I had the light in my life back. I fell asleep next to her.

Molina: Nexus

I growled somewhat lowly, careful not to wake Hazel and Kitana. He went back to her. Ugh, apparently the only way I will get Jaston back is if I make that trick disappear.

She is a pain that needs to be dealt with.

Jaquan: Jaston

I woke from my sleep and kissed Cryptic's cheek. I walked out of the room to see Hazel and Kitana. "Hazel, can you do me a favor and watch Cryptic?" She nodded, "Why though?"

I sighed, "I'm planning something for her and I don't want her to come looking for me." She nodded in understanding and I left off the bus.

Loren: Cryptic

I woke up to see Jaston gone. I sighed, it must have been a dream that he came to comfort me last night. Everything that happened last night felt so real, but was only a dream.

I sighed, walking to where everyone else was. Hazel and Kitana were smiling at me. Molina was scowling at me for hell knows what reason.

Starlet was laying on the couch with Sniper. Bunny was with Caden watching tv. Leon was watching as Loveless was singing her favorite songs.

I smiled at my bandmates, I was glad to see they were happy at least. Kitana took me back into the room and went to the closet. She tossed me my lime green sundress. "Change into this."

I just shrugged and went to change into it. Hazel then led me off the bus to a limo. What the hell? I got in the limo and I was taken to the restaurant downtown.

I walked in and saw Jaquan smiling lightly at me. He took my hand and escorted me to our table. "Something bothering you, Loren?"

I sighed, "Did I dream that you came and comforted me last night?" He shook his head, "No, you didn't. Why?"

I shrugged, "I woke up this morning and saw you weren't there so I just...." He chuckled lightly, "Assumed it was a dream." I nodded, "Yea, pretty much."

He chuckled, "Trust me, last night wasn't a dream. Anyways, you look beautiful." I smiled shyly, "Thanks.."

Jaquan: Jaston

I looked at her and smiled. After I paid for the bill and left out with her. I took her to the pier.

I smiled getting the gift she always begged me to get her. "Cryptic.." She looked at me, "Yes?" I sighed, "Remember that necklace you wanted me to buy you so badly?"

She nodded and I took it out of my pocket. Her eyes widened, "I was going to wait until your birthday, but seeing how everything is between the both of us. It had to be sooner..."

She engulfed me in a hug, "Thank you." I nodded and she looked into my eyes. I noticed the sun was setting so I took that opportunity to kiss her. It was a slow and passionate kiss.

I looked at her, "Cryptic, I promise I won't hurt you ever again. I love you so much and being without you is hell. Do you forgive me?"

She giggled, "Of course I forgive you, Jaston" I smiled and spun her around in my arms. We went back on the tourbus and Loren went to the back. She was smiling so I knew I did something right.

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A/N: Chap 4 is done.