~Jayla~
I sat up and put my nees to my chest. I looked over at the clock and it was six o'clock. I couldn't really sleep at all last night because I was too busy thinking about Maurice. I was to busy thingking about if I wanted to be with him or not. Did I really want to be in a relationship with him? I think I need to think about this before I make my decision.
I got up and went to get in the shower. I turned it on, took my clothes off, and got in. The showere felt so good. It cleared my mind and I felt as if I would never get out.
After I was clean and my hair was washed, I got out. I blow dried my hair and it was a little poofy and really curly. I loved it like that. I went to my closet. I put my clothes on. Today I had on jeans, a white v-neck, grey uggs, and a grey scarf.
"Goodmorning." My mom said. She was sitting down, drinking her coffee. Today was her day off, so she had on her purple pajama pants and a robe. Her hair was in a bun on top of her head and she was still gorgeous.
"Goodmorning." I sat down and drank some oragne juice.
"Your not gonna eat?"
"Nahh I'm not hungry."
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I just need to think about some things." I said. I usually tell my mom everything, but right now I just need to think to myself. I need to figure this out on my own.
"Okay well if you need to talk to me, just come to me. You know that. And if you need to talk to someone else, you can talk to your dad, Tiffany, and Jasmine."
"Speaking, of them, where are Daddy and Jasmine?"
"Your dad is sleep and Jasmine had to go to work early.
"Oh okay." I said, then my phone rung. It was Maurice. "Hello?" I said picking up.
"I'm outside." He said. I had forgotten he was gonn apick me up. I was kinda nervous though.
"Okay." I said, then hung up.
"Who was that?"
"Oh it was just a friend. I''m getting a ride to school today. I'll see you after school today."
"Okay. Bye love you."
I told her I love you back, grabbed my stuff and left.
As I walked out, I got kind of nervous because I had to tell him that I wanted to wait for us to be together. Or if I wanted to be with him.
"Hey JJ." Maurice said when I got in the car. He gave me a kiss on the cheek with his big sexy smile, showing his dimples. My heart melted. Maybe I do want to be with him, now. No! I don't. Well I have to think about it first. I can't let his sexy feature's determine my relationship with him. But they sure are making it damn hard.
"Hey." I said in a small voice.
"Is everything alright?" He said as we drove off. I stayed quiet. I didn't know how I was going to tell him about us. Was he going to get mad? Is he going to throw me out the car? "Jayla." He said.
"Maurice, I don't know if I want to be in a relationship with you.. at least not yet." I said looking into my lap. He slowwed down and I could feel him staring at me.
"Why?"
"I just want to get to know you more. I just think we're rushing into this." I finally had looked up at him. He looked sad.
"I'm not really happy to hear you say that, but I understand." He had stopped the car and we were at school. I was about to get out, but he grabbed my arm. "But while you think, I want you to think about all the fun times we can have," He said kissing my neck. I closed my eyes because it felt good. ",and how it would be if you were my girl. Nothing , but romantic and good times we can share." He said then kissed me on my lips. I love how his lips felt on mine. I didn't want it to end, but he broke it and said, "I'll take you home after school." After he said that, I got out before he could kissed me again.
