Searching For Christian

Chapter 3- The First Date.

Christian and I arranged to meet at the same little coffee shop same time next week. We had exchanged phone numbers and so we were always texting still been feeling sick but not enough to cancel my first date. I was so nervous. I got in my car and just sat there...thinking about how all this was going to work and how much I had just ruined his life. But I don't let that do me either. I drive down to the coffee shop which took all of 5 minutes. When I get there he has already gotten us a table and ordered me a tea and a bagel. I go in and sit down and he looks at me and says "How long have you known?"

It caught me really off guard.

"I found out Friday and told you on Wednesday. I had only known a few days me than you. Why?"

"I feel like you have known alt longer then you're saying you have...but that I don't believe you but I mean how could you buy know for 2 months that you are pregnant??"

"Well it was Arabella that brought it up. She called me fat and then I listed off a bunch of other things and she kept saying go to the doctor but I being stubborn didn't."

"It's ok...we'll be alright. I promise you. We will raise this child with love and support from our families."

"I don't that. My mom has no clue  that I'm pregnant. Hell she has no clue that I'm sexually active! It's just not something you want to share with your mom."

"I haven't told my parents either. I don't know how to."

"Me either!"

"Well what are you going to do about living arrangements?"

"I think you should come nice in with me at my place. The lady that I am staying with has a camper that I can stay in so we have our own space and we aren't in their way."

"I guess we could do that..."

"Do you not want to stay at my place?"

"Not really..."

"Why? We obviously can't stay at your parents house because they funny know. Hell they don't even know me!"

"True, and we can't stay at your parents house cause of the same situation."

"The lady that I'm staying with, Mrs. Wilson, knows that I'm pregnant so I don't think she'd mind if you stayed, what's going to happen? It's not like you can get me pregnant again!" I said as I giggled. Christian just starred at me and chuckled, I hadn't really noticed until now how much his eyes really did shimmer, how beautiful he was. I was in awe!

"Is there something on my face?" He said as he laughed.

"No I just can't get enough of your face!"

"Thanks? I guess?"

" What do you want to talk about?"

"I don't know, I am just so tired...I can't even think straight." 

"Why? Is there something wrong with the pregnancy?"

"No it is ust a side affect I guess, I am sick all the time and tired and getting so fat!

"No you are not! You are beautiful!"

"I wish."

I got up to go get some more tea and as soon as i stood up I got really dizzy. I placed my hand on my chair and tried to balance my myself, Christian knew something was up. I couldn't hid it from him. He got up and looked at me and as soon as he did I passed out. The next thing I remember is i waking up in a hospital bed. I look around to see if anyone is in the room with me. I see my mom sitting next to me holding my hand and Christian is no where to be found.