Do you ever just wanna fly away to where no one knows your past? Well, I do. Now don't worry about me. One day I WILL fly away from this world. Away from my pain. Away from all the pain. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe even 50 years from now, but I know I will. So don't worry yourself over me, I'm not worth it. But when I do go away, don't cry. Look up at the sky and say goodbye. Because I don't want you to be sad. I want you to know I would be at peace, not being tortured with the words that I still hear in my ears. With the pain in my heart that won't go away. With the self-loathing. I'd finally find peace. But then again, maybe I won't, why would God want me in His perfect kingdom? But honestly, the only thing keeping me here is the fear for my friends and the love for my family, friends, and One Direction. I guess you could say 'Diana' relates to me in a way. But no one mislead me. They always told me the brutal truth. I'm fat, ugly, and no one will ever love me. So don't worry about me. I'm not worth your time. I'm not fixable. I'm broken beyond repair.
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The Story Of My Life
RandomThis is my depressing little journal, I needed somewhere to put all my depressing thoughts, and so this was born.
